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I have decided in a futal attempt to achieve a place in this world by the means of hard work and excelent academics that I will no longer strive for those. All or if not most of my attempts are just unseen or expected of me or a "so what" kind of deal. I have lost some touch with my friends who rarely say hi, especially one that has yet to even see just how bad she hurt me, and how my efforts in work and school are undermined in my home. I will no longer try and be the greatest of my family, I will no longer try and achieve a higher position in life. I will fight no more forever.

P.S. MIchelle may be the only one who supports me, she is amazing.