They push TOO hard, They've Pushed for TOO long. They force and pry over and over again. I can't take this s**t anymore over and over again. The pills don't help! The cutting doesn't. The writing doesn't. The help doesn't. NOTHING. One person does, but i refuse to push my s**t on top of her anymore. I have to face the music. Even if the anthem is shitty rap its my turn. But will I or will I just run away.
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
every step that i take is another mistake to you
i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
every step that i take is another mistake to you
and every second i waste is more than i can take
but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
