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Depression
i fought against the blackness
closing in around me i lost that fight

i felt my thoughts be ripped out of my head
as i fell deeper i realiezed with dread

that try as i might i was losing
the fight

i will never be the same after my
head hit that wall if i survived
i vow to make you fall

for you made my life misarable
though you pretended to care

you left me sprawled on the
floor as i bawled
i realized there may be no tomorrow

but i will win i vow and try to pull
through for i will not give you
the pleasure of my sorrow

yes you are depression
sweet and clear
you act as a friend to all who are near

but to me you shall
lose i will not give in

i put my hand to my head to
steady the spin

i smile with a grn
about the promise i made
the promise was this depression
i vow to make u fall as
u have made hope vanish for all