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I wonder if its normal to feel homesick at home.
Like a part of me is missing.
So I dream to keep me alive.
Like its my food, my soul.
But everytime I come into reality, it hurts.
The pain is like im being ripped into shreds inside.
While others just watch.
I love the paranormal.
I love fey.
But people think Im crazy when I say that.
And it's people I care about too.
Not strangers.
I see others trying to be someone they are not.
And I thinik its stupid.
But I do it too.
No wonder some people think I do drugs.
I can't grip ******** reality.
Im not strong.
Im a ******** FREAK.
There's what I feel.
I wrote it down to calm down. To feel better.
I dont need you'r approval.
I need to get a grip.
 Cellophane Rainbows · Tue May 29, 2007 @ 01:31am · 2 Comments |
