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I have to rant out my feelings.
I dont care.
Maybe I shouldn't to the whole world but..

Tonight.
I ignored you.
You had every right to finish with me I know,
I'm glad you never.
But I honestly can't help it.
I'm trying. I really am..

When I ignor you.. I'm going to my own little world..
Where everything is good.. no problems..
My time away from reality for me to think..
It's my time to think of what to say instead
of spitting anything at you, that I don't mean..

Tonight.. was different though..
You told me what I already knew.
I'm a shite girlfriend.
I mean, what kinda girlfriend ignors, hurts and breaks promises to their boyfriend?
NOT a good one thats for sure..
Thats what I kept saying..
Over.. and over in my head well miming it..
It's the truth.. and the sooner my brain realises..
I hope I can make it change..

Yeah it hurts you when I ignor you..
It hurts me to know that I'm hurting you
and is ********' up our relationship..

I love you.
I never wanna lose you
But I know if I carry on..
I will...

I'm so sorry..

Man I hope you read this..
it's easier to write it then say it outloud..

I'm sorry.

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