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I admit that I have been depriving of you lovely people who actually read my journal of my thoughts and feelings. the past few days I have been working on a new story and studying interesting behaviors about myself. I know studying myself sounds very self-absorbed, but for it's something very new. I have discovered that some things have gone completely to my head. For example, I hate salt. Everyone says it's just because I have such a high thing going for sweets that I hate salt. I have come to realize that there could be much more to it.

Yes, it does sound quite odd when I say that it's just not my taste buds, but there's something else. I truly used to love salt, I really did and it was quite scary just how much I loved salt. And now I hate it completely. I started hating it in fifth-grade this was the year when my entire life changed and it was all because of Salt. You may have noticed that I capitalized it as if I was referring to someone, well I am. When I speak of Salt, I speak of a boy who I have come to hate very much, even though I'm not supposed to hate, but I just hate him so much. In the fourth-grade, just one year before my life changed, this elegid Salt was my boyfriend, yes my boyfriend. I felt that I was so deeply in love with him, but the next year he dumped me for no good reason. Well, he did have a reason he said that he was dumping me because I hung out with my friends more than him. Sure, I can see his point, but I don't belong to anyone! That was the year when me and my firends started this thing where we got nicknames after food. I decided that I just had to name the boy Salt, because he was bitter alone, and only tasted good with something else. I still loved salt then, but slowly my hatred for Salt grew and grew and so did my hatred for salt.

Yes, so all of that has come to be my conclusion of why I hate salt and why I will never put it on food again and not eat any salty foods again.

Oh, there are many reasons why I hate Salt today, but I don't think we have to get into morbid detail.