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i just want to cry
and hide from this world
that judges u from a haters eye
let me be mysef
i want to scream
but all they would say is
in my dreams
so i live with them being fake
and so i begin in a couple of days sake
the nightmare of my life
that doesnt want to end
and i hold onto my only friends
i try to pull through
as the nightmare begins anew
each day it gets harder
as the fight begins afresh
but i look at the faces around me
and wonder what i would be
if i lost the fight tonight