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the endless life of death himself
me and my problems
pain

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This s**t's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this
So hey, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This s**t's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot breath anymore

For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down!
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This s**t's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot breath anymore

For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore


~ShAdOwVaYnE~
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  • User Comments: [4]
    My dear...you have sorrows....that sound so much like mine....and for that..I am truly sorry....*kiss*

    comment Aoi Utsuki · Community Member · Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 02:31am


    comment Ripped_apart_by_you · Community Member · Tue Mar 01, 2005 @ 04:26pm
    You've charmed me with your words. Such pain and sorrow can only be felt by one so true to oneself. I can only hope that perhaps one day you will not feel the melancholy which now affects you in such a perverse way. *winks and blows a kiss* We are merrily met, my friend, and I hope we will not part company any time soon.

    comment TwIsTeDsIsTeRcYaNiDe · Community Member · Tue May 24, 2005 @ 04:11am
    the pain in your words move me, they hold sorrow and wanting to ecscape

    comment VanillaSpread · Community Member · Mon Jul 03, 2006 @ 04:50pm
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