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"January where are you going this late at night?" Her father said yelling from her window. "January looked behind her smiled at her father, "Just to see Anasatsia. Thats all okay don't wait up!" January yelled behind her. january poped her headphones in her ear and left one ear open so she could hear if someone is folowing her. She plays "MakeDamnSure" by Taking back sunday she loved them so much. But the one band she would do anything for (almost anything) is breaking benjermen she loved them so much. "firefly cuold you shine your light now i know your ways cause there jsut like mine, now im justifyed as i fall in line...." Her cellphone was ringing.
"Hello?"
"Hey baby sis whast up?"
"Oh hey im good just walking to Anasatsia. Hows hawaii and you?"
"I'm good and its hot like always. Just got out of Class. I'm heading towards my job right know I just wanted to say hi."
"oh well hey."
"Haha. So funny i forgot to laugh."
"I know right. So hows the family and brother."
"There good and he's going through some rough times but all in all he's good. wanna say hi?"
"He's there sure i would love to say hi to him.""
"Hey baby sis how are you?"
"I'm good. Just walking to Anasatsia's house. How are you."
"I'm good Kat got me a job. But having problems with mother."
"who doesn't."
"Ha yeah right well i got to let you go cause sis and i are at the place okay talk to you later love ya"
"Love ya"
"Buh bye love you guys."

"I wish she knew i wasnt her real brother. Kat really i do beacuse i love to much. it hurts i wish mom didn't adopt me sometimes."
"You'll be fine okay. Sooner or later she''l find out but you loving i dunno about beacuse she always knew you as her older brother who alwasy stood up for her from mom and the bullies at school."
"I know but i can't help but love her. We're the only ones who accpet her defference then any one. Your her only real family."
January walked up to Anastasia's door and knocked on her door. "hold on Jan!" Anastaisa yelled from other side of the door. The door open. "Hey Ana wha's up?" January said walking in taking her sweater off. She took her hair out of her cap and shook it letting hang done by her waist. "Wow it really is red a strawberry. It gorgeous on you. Espcilly with your eyes that deep blue. Very enchanting for the party tonight." January smiled. walking up to Anatasisa's room and grabing the outfit she left at her house so she can be good looking for the party.Anatasisa was wearing a striping pink adn black tube top and a neon blue mini skirt. January had a belly halter top. That was lavender with sparkles. Her skirt was a mini flowy the color is black with green gems on the hems. her belly shirt went right under her strapless bra and it showed her tattoo of the moon and a wolf and a brith mark shap as the ying and yang. and her belly button was a silver stud that a green and black ying and yang her favorite colors.
Anatasisa had short jet black hair, with pink highlights. Her make up had blue eye shadow and neon pink eye shadow right under her brows. Her lipstick was a neon yellow. Her tights were a purple and dark blue strips. She had go-go boots on. January had green and black strip thigh high stockings. She wore Black doll shoes that had a little silver heart keychain. One ankle had a anklebraclet of bells. January wore a black leather choker of a ying and yang. Anastsia had a noen green leather choker of the cross.
They were heading out when January's cell phone rang "firefly cuold you shine your light now i know your ways cause there jsut like mine, now im justifyed as i fall in line...."


"Hello?"
"January what the hell are you doing. Aren't you s'pose to be home?"
"Wha...What are you talking about I told dad i was going to be at Anatsatsia's he didn't care."
"Yeah right i bet you are. I bet your at some guys house smoking pot and having sex."
"What the hell's your probalem. Did that Danny guy dump you already i could see why so why don't you shove your ******** face in your a** and screw off fat lazy b***h."
"How dare you spe....."
'click'

"Damn i wish she would just die. fat b***h! good way to piss me off before a party." January put her phone on vibrate for the rest of the evening. When they got to Noen Space Heart Club they had to wait in a small line. The club were for teenagers and underage poeple. Who can't get in real clubs. This club doesn't serve acholal, which is good. "Man i love this place." Anatastsia said smiling while they were walking in to the club. The music was like a force feild. The music was so loud they had to pop they're ears to handle it better. Right now Make Damn Sure was playing and Janaury jumped in to the dancing crowd. January was dacing and she bumped into a guy, "Oh sorry." She yelled at him. "Its no problem. Hey your january right?" January turned around to see who knew her. "Ah yeah I am whoare you?" He smiled at her and snickered. " I thought you said you would never forget me?" January stared at him like he was crazy then he made a face she knew for like ever. "Raheal?!" January screamed and hugging him," So you do remeber me." January laughed, " How could i not forget you and your face," Barbie girl started to play and they walked to the bar next to anatsia, "Hey Ana you remeber Raheal?" Ana turned around and saw him smiling at her and she screamed," How could i not aw man been like years where you been man?" TYhey talked most of the time.

"so you and your father have been traveling."
"Wow amazing!"
"Yeah i know it is me and my Father have been every where in the world. Father got bored so he had decided taht we would travel. His job needed him to. And he didn't want to be seprate from me so we went together.'
"Wow that is so cool."

January's favorite song played FireFl;y by breaking benjermen so she ran in the crowd again. "Raheal you know thats not true." He looked up alarmed, "How'd you? Oh yeah that's right you started early." She smiled, 'Yes i did Raheal your the fallen angel So am i we must protect her you know." He sighed "I know i just hate the idea of her being the chosen one." They paused to watch January smiling and having fun. "She won't smile like that for a very long time. I hate this." Raheal said pounding his fist into the bar. "Yes i do to but Raheal we can't change the chosen one. God has made his desicin." He looked up with a hurt look, "I know we can't change gods ways but man i hate this." They watched her get up on stage and sing to fully alive by flyleaf. 'Just look at her she will be heart broken when she realizes she won't survive to be 27." Ana sighed and tears rolled down her eyes,"I know, I know raheal i know, i won't make it ethier." He looked shocked and asked her when, "October 16th." Raheal looked ashocked, "No thats tomarrow!" She nodded, "Thats why i brought her here so maybe i could forget about this just once." She started to have tears roll down her cheeks. "But your turnong 16 then." She nodded again. "We fallen Angels only live until our brithdays and so far in the small town she'll be the longest to live out of the angels that are here." She sighed. " We have no right to live as long as a regular human, unless January is discovered of her true self then she dicides what happens but it will be after im gone i know it." Ana said regainng her self.Raheal sighed and looked at January. "Do you think her adopted brother will tell her he loves her in time?" She looked up more clamer and happyier, "I really don't know but her family is moving back here."Raheal looked up in horror, "You mean her mother!" She nodded. "Oh great just what she needs." She nodded again sipping to her pop. January came back breathing really haeavy. "So what you guys talk about, just catching up?" She smiled at them, they both nodded.
Atfer the club closed they all went home anastsia said goodbye to Janaury. While January was walking home she felt like someone was following her. She looked up at the clear sky the moon was full and the sky was full of stars. She smiled she loved the night sky. She loved the moon the most and the stars. Then a sound riped her from her thoughts, "Wh...Who's there?" A man came out of the bushes and he was tall and a dark complexion. He had shaggy black as raven feathers. His eyes were a deep dark grassy green color. His skin was a dark tan, like he was in the sun all day. "Januaury its me Daniel." He said walking up to her. "No way Daniel Hwhat are you doing here?" e smiled a hurt smile. "Jan, I'm sorry but we're moving back mom and me and sis." January frozed in shocked she fell to her knees. "Bu...but she....why now no she'll..." Daniel held her close claming her down. January feel asleep. And Daniel caried her home. Daniel kissed her on her forehead. and he sighed. Januaruy's sister Kat walked in and smiled at him. "Your so much in love." He looked at her hurt and tears filling his eyes. "Yeah i am but her best friend is going to die did you forget." Kat's expression changed drastictly, "What tomarrow!" He nodded, "Fallen Angels die on there brithday. Unless Jan figures out what she is and makes her choice and falls in love." He choked his tears away. But he started to cry. Kat held him close.
January woke up to tsee her brother crying in her bed. "What happen did you guys think i was dead?" They looked up in horror, "No its Anatsia shes....she......" January looked like she was about to faint, her face was completly white. She ran out of bed and ran as fast as she could to her best friends house. When she got there, there was already cops fire truck and an ambulance. She saw Anatsia laying there in a bed with a blanket covering her small body. January walked up to her body slowly with a scared face hoping she wasn't really dead. She moved the cover and saw her face and January broke down cring holding Anatsia's body up to hers curseing God and the devil and herself letting anatsia alone last night. The doctors tried to pry her off anatsia's body but she clamped on closer and harder. She cried so hard that instead of tears coming out of her eyes there was blood. Janaury was now over come with a great strong pain in her upper back by her shoulder blades. The doctors tried to tell her that she was dead. But she didn't listen and they tried to inject her with some can of claming injection. But she had this power that blew them away. Before she knew it her upper back skin started to ripe open. Some women and children scream and cried in fright. But January's shoulder blades became Wings. Her wings were longer then two school busses together. Blood was spilling everywhere. Her wings were tainted with blood, she still cried with blood instead of tears. Doctors tried to priy her off but her power wriped them to shreds. Women Screamed children ran from fright. Daniel and Raheal ran up and try to clam her or priy her off but she used her power. But since they were Fallen Angels her power didn't work as strong as it would to humans. Their wings riped out of their backs to, beacuse January was the chosen Angel to choose life or death they were to shone as their true selves. Daniel forced January to look at her. She was covered in blood. Color in her eyes were a deep dark lost ocean blue. Daniel thought of kissing her would distract her and give them enough time to use their power to put her to asleep. So daniel kissed January and she was shocked and she let go of Anatsia and they used their power through daniel to put her asleep by him kissing her. January fell in daniels arms fast asleep. Her wings wraping around her. They looked at all the damage that has been done. Kat came up with a sigh and used her powers to fix the damnages to the street. They looked at Anatsia and how she looked peacefull. Then her body was carried away by the angels of death. They carried her to the heavens. They walked back to their house and daniel took January up to her room. While the others are down stair talking about what just happen.
Daniel sat next to January watching her in her sleep. He was amazed by how big her wings were. He wriped the blood from her face. She moaned and opened her eyes. She looked him and saw his sad face and she broke down cring. This time with water not blood. He held her so close she could feel her heart beat. She felt so clam and so at home hearing his breathing and his heart beat. She pulled her away, "Daniel do you love me?" Daniel was in complete shocked, "Um.. well i d....." JAnuary kissed him and he was the one in shocked again. Their mother walked and saw what they were doing. "JANUARY WHAT THE ******** ARE YOU DOING HE IS YOUR ******** BROTHER!" Her mother yelled at. January sighed and smiled looking at her. "Really ma then tell me this why is my ADPTED BROTHER!??!!" She yelled back. Her mother slaped January. And Dasnieljumped up but January held him back, "I got this. This b***h is going to be put in her place." She walked right up to her and punched her square in the nose. "How do you like that?" She smiled. Her wings was now spread out and now was a darker shade of red. Daniel knew she just did a sin. "January we have to talk now." Kat said with a ferm voice. Right then and there the real January came back, "What what the HELL?" She said looking at her mothers body flat on the floor. Then Raheal and Daniel and Kat and her all went to Kat's house to talk about this.

Chapter Two
"okay Jan you must listen to what im going to say okay."
"okay..."
"Long ago God chose what was what. I mean he chose who was going to be human adn who was going to be a fallen angel or a pure angel. Some pure angels betrade God and were Sentence to die when the turn their last brithday. Thats when god chose. And some were chosen to protect an almighty Fallen Angel. She or He would be head of all angels and choose whats good and whats wrong. She would choose if the world would be distrayed or be save. Or humanity die off or not. Most died on there brithday. Liek Anatsia."
"Does that mean i can die on my 27th brithday?"
"Right Fallen angels die on their golden brithdays. I know unfair but its been god rule for ever. There are posible ways for you to make your discin. BUt it will become a very long journey. You must make friends and fall in love be fore its to late. You'll meet devils and demons angels teh God and the Devil himslefs."
While January was listening to this she became scared and paraniod. This all realied on her, her diseicn, her finding love all before her 27th brithday. She was now becoming in shut down. "Jan, Jan wake up." Daniel was in her face with a concern look," Daniel do you love me you never answered?" He paused adn open his month and then shut them again. Daniel sighed and said, "Yes Yes i do." JJAnuary looked striaght at him in the eyes.
"Good then you'll now.." She kissed him and smiled. KAt laughed and Raheal looked alittle bummed but he was hapopy for her. "Wow i never knew you were so intense in kissing." Daniel said to lighten the mood. Everyone laughed, even January. "Your smiling. At first fior a while you weren't smiling." She looked at raheal who was smiling back, "Of course daniel makes the funiest jokes even if sometimes they don't make sense or are funny but they will alwasy be funny to me." Daniel blushed and JAnuary smiled adn pecked him a kiss on the lips. "Hey if your going to do that at lest get a room." Kat said grossed out me and daniel smiled adn said, "Okay." they acted like they were going to get up but they wanted to see the look on her face. "Oh no you don't you too may be in love but your my younger sister." we all laughed. Then everyoneall went to bed. Daniel followed January to her room. When they were inside the room her wings started to viperate. they both stared at each other in disbelf. Daniel walked up close to January and they both embraced each other. January pulled away and then they looked right up at each other and then they kissed. The world around them seems to melt away. This wired sensation riased up inside of them they couldn't resist. Then they were in bed kissing. "Daniel we shouldn't i know we want to but my mind and body not ready i'm sorry." He smiled, "IT's fine really it is so don't worry>" JAnuary smiled at him and then they fell fast asleep next to each other.
Later that JAnuary was having a bad dream that was about what happen the day earlier. She woke up with her body floating and her wings back out. She was floating again blood flowing everywhere. But this time the blood was flowing around her she was flying though the house and into the sky. Kat, Raheal and Daniel woke up by her screaming. The whole neighbor hood went outside to see what was the matter.
January was flaoting though the air her wings about wrap her body and the blood from her back and the bloody tears were flowing though the air forming a circle around her. Then she was engulfed by her blood and her wings. "No she can't be!" Kat yelled while her wings poped out of her upper back and she flew up to save January but her power pushed her back. Kat fell to the ground breaking her leg and a wing. "s**t!" Daniel cursed looking at Kat's wounds. "January listen to me you don't want to transform!" Raheal yelled at the cacoon that was floating up in the air. But it was to late. The blood fell on everyone and the wings opened to reveal the most powerful angel and beautiful.
She had ankle long hair that was black as the starry sky. Her eyes were a malancally look that had a very dark deep ocean blue ears that looked like you could fall in to the ocean. Her skin was a pale as the moon. Her wings were a bright white and a tint of red at the ends. Her wings grew about three busses long each wing.
Daniel couldn't beleive that was his January, the chosen Fallen Angel for our earth's judge ment! JAnuary flows down infront of DAniel, "Daniel do you still love me?" He looked shocked at her question, "Of course always and forever January." She sighed and smiled, "Good beacuse my name was never January it was just a cover up it is AI." Daniel fell to his knees in shocked. This beautiful creature was never January at all. She bent down next to him, "Look when i transformed i became the famous Fallen Angel that fell in loe with the devils son. And you may still love me but the January you knew still loves you but she is now a human and she isn't in this part of the world. If you want to still follow me go at head but i may never be January again okay." He nodded. "AI where is my sister?" Kat said getting up on Raheal's shoulder. "Kat you may never see her agian will you still follow me in my quest?" Kat looked shocked and nodded. Kat knew that it was going to be okay some how she just knew. "And Raheal you will deal with the most problems beacuse your family is now dead and you onl;y survive i siggest you stay srtong for Kat beacuse you to will be happy forever." AI smiled at them all and felt so happy that her alter ego made good friends. "Now we must find LUcifers son reincarnation. Because he is so close to becoming the real self. Now everyone this will be a hard battle but i asummed that January (my alter ego) chose the best of the best fallen angels?" They all looked at each other and smiled and nodded. Thir wings came out and and they flew up in the air. Leaving the town in awe.


Chapater Three
Some where else was a boy about the same age as the AI and Kat and Daniel and Raheal. But they don't know is that this boy is defiley not a fallen angel. But we willfind out why he is so important later in the chapter.


"Razell!" His mom said yelling at him. "What MA! I'm busy here!" Razell yelled back while playing a video game. "Get off those games and help with cooking your brother and sister and father will be home do something good for a change!" His mother yelled sounding stressed from fighting with the boy and thy're father. "Yeah sure mom just after this fight." Razell said defeating the angel in the game. He was sick and tired of his father's s**t. Always doing s**t drinking, playing poker, bringing hookers and making my mother act like a miad. All this s**t all he wanted to do was kill his father like how the devil's son was sick of his father's s**t and killed his father.
Razell's sister walked in. She was a tall beautiful blonde Razell has ever seen. She was very smart, she had
the most beautifulbaby blue eyes ever. He was in love with her but he could never love his sister major sin. (even though he hated church. that's one he didn't want to do.) His brother walked in be hind her. Well it not his real brother but his brother-in-law. Thats right they're married. "Damn" Razell thought.
Then his father walked in with a women hooked to his hip. "Figures." Razell mumbled. His father gave him a mean look and said, "What you want you filthy pig that plays vuideo games and never goes to school." Razell gave him a cold look and opened his month, "At lest i was fired from my job." His father had a puzzledment look on him, "What do you mean you never had a job." Razell smiled. He was happy to make his dad confused, and then Razell left the room to finsh setting the table. Later that night Razell was starring at the women that was attached to his fathers hip. He couldn't believe how beautiful she was. She had to look like about 16. 'My father decided to go underage now. Wow so low. poor mom' He thought while looking at the women and then at mom. "Hello my name is AI. John your wife is very pretty im surpise you don't chersh her." Everyone stoped what they were doing and starred at her. Razells mom droped the pataos and blushed. Razells father looked at her in shock and then slaped her off his arms and started to throw her around. She was just letting him do that and was starring at me and smiling at me. 'You can do it just stabd up to him.' Some one said in Razell's head he looked right at AI and she was smiling. "DAD STOP YOUR THRASHING AND SIT DOWN AND EAT AND LEAVE HER ALONE. YOU FAT PIG!" Razell yelled at him. His father looked at hima nd pounched Razell square in the noise. "CLAM DOWN HOW WHEN YOU ARE YELLING THROWING A FIR. HUH!" RAzells father said pounching Razell in the eye. But Razell grabed his fist and threw his father back with one push. Razell stood up with a angrish in his eyes. Razell had a deep orange red fire look in his eyes, he had his hands crawl up into a fist and and he punched his dad square in the niose and his dad flew though the walls and laned into the ground outside of the house. His family was really amazed at what he did. AI smiled and walked up to Razell and she spoke in tonges, "shhhshhhssshaaaaaassssshhhshshshshhshshissssssssss!" Razell frozed and then she kissed him and then his back had this extreme pain and then blood shoted everwhere and it formed a cacoon around him. His family rana nd screamed from fright. AI had a smile on her face. Daniel and Kat and Raheal ran inside to see what was happening. They're wings showed and blood was being sucked from where their wings riped out. Then the the blood that formed around Razell became his wings. The wings was smae length as AI. But they were made of skin then feathers. The color was black as a ravens feather. His hair turned firey red, his eyes turned a orange-redish color (deep dark color). He had a fire tatu under his right eye. He laned and looked at the fallen angels you have bowed at them. And he looked at AI, "Love your back i thought i'd never see you again." He ran up and hugged her. "Well you should never think that because and theres a quest that most take place." She said giving him a peck on the cheek. "What distroying the world?" He smiled horribly. AI smiled at him and said, "No you dope i mean much more better and funner." He looked at her surpised. "Like what?" She smiled evily, "Giving my old master a firey welcome." He realized who and smiled evily and they laughed. Daniel couldn't help but feel a big gaping hole in his heart. Kat and Raheal couldn't help but think what have God done to us now. they left after healing the family and their house and erasing their mind from ever knowing Razell.


Chapter Four
Somewhere slese in the world was a girl that couldn't remeber 16 abd in the her past. She felt so lonely that shje wished she was smoeone else. She was tall she had waist long strawberry red hair, eyes a deep dark ocean blue eyes with a timt of silver in them. Her skin was a light tan and was so soft as a babys skin. she lived in tokyo Japan. She was living alone adn she couldn't remeber if she had a father or mother, brotehrs or sisters. It drove her up the wall not knowing what had happen. She just woke up one morning and forgot her past life. But she was happy now beacuse she had friends and and a boyfriend named Janiel and her two close friends were Nat and wanatasia. She went to Worufu high school and she was happy she loved her friends and her school and she never wanted to leave. Her class went on filled trip to tokyo tower and then She felt very sicka nd then she fanited somewhere. and then her body disappeared.


Chapter Five
Every one was asleep while Ai was outside watching the stars. She loved the sky. A minute later AI felt very sick and and then AI fainted. When she woke up dhe felt duferent. Like a child again. She found herself walking to Daniel's tent. She went in and saw him sleeping there. She knelt down and kissed him. He woke up and cuoldn't believe his eyes and then he siad, "January wha but you she Ai?" She shhed him and then kissed him more. soon the clothes were being taken off and they were holding each other naked in his sleeping bag. "January are you sure you want to do this?" she smiled at him and nodded and they were back to kissing. This time it felt like before. The time was stoping, and evrything melted away like they only mattered, their wings riped aout of there backs and wraped around them. They were so in love that nothing could stop them. When they Daniel woke up he didn't notice what was wrong, He turned her over and kissed her, "Morning January." He rubed his eyes, "Who's Janaury I told you she wasn....." AI trailed off when she noticed what had happen last nigfht and that January and her tranported bodys. "We didn't have you know?" He looked at her puzzled. "YOu mean sex?" She winched at the sound."Ye...Yeah" He sighed "Whats so wrong about that i mean it wasn't you it was h er." She looked at him "Ah um yeah it was but it was still sex!" he winched as she started to raise her voice. She noticed she was cold to him so she made her voice a softer tone. "Well please try not to do it again please, I would hate to wake up pregent okay." He looked ather startled.
Chaqpter Six
When January woke up she was shocked at what time it was and where she was. She was still at Tokyo tower and it was the next day. "Wha?" she got up to see the sky was dark and then she lopoked at her watch to make sure she wasn't haluchinating. 3:45am "AIEE!" she screeched shocked and locked in. "This suckes so much." she sighed.