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Something I wrote from last year.

Am I a person who doesn't exist,
no identity,no personality,no heart.
Maybe I'm just a nobody.


I have people surrounding me,
but I still feel alone.

Poeple think I'm strange,freaky,or just plain weird and
I have accepted that for reasons...UNKNOWN.

I have best friends,but they never call.
I never call.

People enjoy me,but do I?
Maybe not.

I feel like a gem in rock,
Ugly in a crowd but gorgeous on my own.

I try to help,but only chaos comes.
That's why I try to keep my distance.

I feel like I'm going insane,
but my friends are my medicine.

I guess I'm worth something in this chaotic world,
even though I seem to pest most.

If I do DIE...I KNOW that people will be sad.
So that's what keeps me going,knowing someone DOES care.

I'm worth something to close ones,
but if I DO find a true love.
Then I hope I'm priceless.
That's how much I'm worth.
By:Someone who thinks too much. May 2006