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i never know what to think
these people taht say their my friends
they comfuse me
sometimes i feel like im left behind
because they have other friends
or found new ones or maybe im just being selfish i dont know

but how can they be my friends
if they ignore me, laugh at me, scold me and just forget about me
listen to myself me me me, I I I,always about me isnt it?
i can be selfish cant i?
what to do.i feel like shes leaving me behind,because shehas new friends
im tarting to want to do stuff like spend the night or go to the mall, but still something comes up and it gets cancelles or we cant go

i dont know anything about whats happening in her life her new friends
i mean im glad she has new friends but i would like it if she would just tell me somethings sometimes. ive had to cope with being by myself, i play cards and board games.

sometimes i wish life was like a fairytale, that would be great stuff would hapen for reasons sometimes unknown, but then explained. you get to go on adventures,fight demons, and other oppsticals. that would be great.
~laura aka lefty~