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Th reason I havent been on latly is because i've been hanging out with Circe. Turns out Keri cheated on her. She called me over Tuesday becuase she so hurt that she needed somone to hold her...i'm... actaully kind of glad I chose to stay.. If i would hsave left she wouldnt have anyone to hold her.
I helped her with her homework all day Tuesday. It.. was wierd.. i was leanin over her to get a better look at the book when she put her head on my shoulder. I suddenly melted. Her scent and touch did somting to me.. I have no idea what happened.. next thing I knew my head was resting on hers gently. She looked into my eyes and she leaps off her chair into my arms knocking me backwards onto the bed. I held her for about three minutes as she just dug herself into my arms... I feel.... strange....I haven't felt this emotion... i dont think EVER. When we had gotten done with her homework I showed her how to dance. She was a little clumsy but she was doing great for a first timer. Suddenly she stopped and look up toward me, somthing took over me, this look in her eyes drew me closer, i knelt over a little and kissed her on the side of head...
I... think my friends are right.. I think i might be falling for her.. But.. how? I thought I was closed off to all wemon... Now all I do everyday is pace the floor, waiting to call her... than when night comes shes all thats on my mind.
*shakes head violently*
Damnit... I've tried hard for this not to happen..
but it did anyways...I feel great.. but...*shakes haead agian*
Anyways, we were sitting on her bed when we began talking aobut some random stuff and than we listened to music... i began to sing to her.. we held hands...
well.. thats all i realy have to say.
 terinore · Wed Nov 29, 2006 @ 10:37pm · 0 Comments |
