So, we'll start out with yestuday- horrible. I ignored Cody, for no dumb reason. Then I went to PE with Cody, and had a blast - hince my day got better - but I don't know what it is. If my day got so much better, then why am I so freaking sad? I want him...I do...and I lyed to Adam, if he asked me out, I'd say yes in less than a second. I love him. I need him, and it hurts that I can't have him. Life stinks. Everything stinks...then if that's not bad enough.
Today, I was sitting downstairs in my room and my favorite song comes on, Lips Of An Angel- By Hinder, there's 3 reasons why I don't like that song anymore. 1) It reminds Adam of me. 2) Adam and I broke up... 3) I just realized this morning that that song applys to me now...because Adam has someone to love...but the only thing that's different, is, I don't. : sigh : I wish I could tell someone, besides Shelb (no offence Shelb, I love you <33) about my problems, but the truth is I'm scared...I don't think anyone would like me anymore...I have way to much on my mind and such lately.
~Sadi
Today, I was sitting downstairs in my room and my favorite song comes on, Lips Of An Angel- By Hinder, there's 3 reasons why I don't like that song anymore. 1) It reminds Adam of me. 2) Adam and I broke up... 3) I just realized this morning that that song applys to me now...because Adam has someone to love...but the only thing that's different, is, I don't. : sigh : I wish I could tell someone, besides Shelb (no offence Shelb, I love you <33) about my problems, but the truth is I'm scared...I don't think anyone would like me anymore...I have way to much on my mind and such lately.
~Sadi
