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okay well here's a big update on my life. Currently it's looking pretty grim I've been kicked out of where I was living because my friends mom was coming to visit him and I was given less than 24 hrs notice to get out when I had to work that day. Things have been really confusing with Roni lately, I had decided to cut her out of my life, and there was a Japanese girl that seemed really nice that I liked talking too, but now I'm not sure what's going on because Roni would rather be with Jaxon, but she doesn't want me to move on and be with another girl, even though she'll always be first in my heart. So yeah that has me really confused, she says she's not ready for me to move on when she already has basically and has a new boyfriend that I wasn't ready for at all. It just doesn't seem fair to me, but it's not my worst problem, being homeless would be the worst thing. I hate not knowing where I'm going to be sleeping every night. I've just been really stressed lately, wondering if I should go back to Rupert or not, my life just seems like when things look good something happens to right f*ck it up all over again. Sometimes it feels like things just want to grind me into the ground and crush me like a bug. Oh well I should go and look at another apartment now, have a good one.
-jamie