I find it strange to pieces advice I get from other people. For example, when you get older, your heart opens more and you begin to understand more.
I can believe the understanding part. It is just your heart openes more. I have noticed over the past couple of years, I have broken off friendships in strange ways. I can say they are stupid and weak in some ways. THough, in my words I can call it a reality check.
The strangest thing is, my lastest friendship I have broken off, it does appear to have been broken off. I am not upset as I have been in the past. In fact, I really feel nothing. My heart is still beating, it is just nothing. I feel no joy or saddness, hell I am not even pissed that she messaged me over IM to explain things to me.
I guess some people do open up and understand more. It just seems to me, I understand more, yet I close off more then I open.
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This journal will be used to read my thoughts down on paper. I'm a type of person who will open their mouth before speaking. So I do need a place to write them down.
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