Seiyume's Scribbles & Notes
sigh, I really can't contain myself, my feelings most of all...I feel really weird and it saddens me to the fullest.
I loved seven men(or maybe not) for the past years. And all are in vain cry and everytime I remember those idiots, I couldn't help myself but to be very sappy and emotional.
and now, its as if I hadn't learn my lessons yet, I love another idiot. ok, so a couple of new idiots. (ok, I am ficklish, I'm a woman, bear with it.) they both make me happy, really, really happy. Everytime I am with these two, all I could do is to laugh my brain out. There is no day that they wouldn't make me laugh.
what do you think? do I need a doctor? heart or brain? or do i need someone? special perhaps? but where could I find one? could someone suggest?
there's one time I'll cry, start to reminisce then after an hour or so, I laugh. talk about total psycho. its like i'm turning into one crazy freak. I guess I have to check myself in a nearby asylum.
i wish i am an assassin. so that i could stealth everything about me. from my face right down to my feelings. so that i would not betray anything from myself.
so please, help. someone.
...++the only sin he has is the fact that his own father is an old shameless flirt++...
ryoma: what am *I* doing here?
seiyume: where?
ryoma: *eyed the chibi version of his ownself*
seiyume: *smiles weakly at him*
ryoma: *then stares at her, clearly demanding an explanation*
seiyume: *embraced his right arm* you look cute, believe me ^^
ryoma: whatever you say, lu erh.
seiyume: where?
ryoma: *eyed the chibi version of his ownself*
seiyume: *smiles weakly at him*
ryoma: *then stares at her, clearly demanding an explanation*
seiyume: *embraced his right arm* you look cute, believe me ^^
ryoma: whatever you say, lu erh.
