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	My Feelings This journal won't have too much entries. I just decided to do it now because I really need to let out this strong sad feeling =(. But I hope that the next time I write here, it would be happier thoughts^^. Well here it is... My Feelings

	Daphne...
	Daphne...

crying Well I'm sad. My best friend is engaged, she is almost at the last months in college to graduate... crying Well for that and a bunch of other things I'm happy for her... but the point is that she is moving away to another country crying and we will be separated cry and that just fills me with so much sadness... it's awful, ... WHY? Why can't the ones you love stay and don't have to go away, very far from you...? This is just not fair. But the thing is that for her to achieve what she wants, it has to be this way, although it would leave a black hole in my heart, it feels like you are throwing something EXTREMELY VALUEABLE into a void of nothingness. crying I recently thought about this when me and Kumiko Hoshi where talking on the phone and listening to old music and I remembered a song that I remember that it was really beautiful and I didn't remember the name. So with the help of Kumi, I found the name of the song -"The Time Has Come'' and I thought and truly realized that my best friend will go away; and all I would have left is the memories of the time that we spend together... which where priceless... crying Like the song said "who could have guessed that you and I somehow some way we have to say good-bye" crying this just breaks the piece of my heart that she lives in... crying I met her in 9th grade and we became friends just like that! I remember she gave me a rock that was very special to her that was from the Grand Canyon, the way she suffered with one of her ex-boyfriends and I was there for her always there for her, one of our escapes from school to the beach, and so much other memories that I’m scared to forget crying . She will always be in my heart and I’m so hurt because it has to be like this… But what can I do right? crying I just hope that she will never forget me either crying . I just hope with all the strength in my heart that we keep in touch at least often enough so this friendship won’t die crying , Daphne I love you now and forever!!! For you who read this here's the link for the song The Time Has Come

A sincere and true friend of yours,

Luis Rael

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Luis Rael · Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 10:39pm · 23 Comments


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Kumi Banana
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Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 11:07pm

hun.... i cried so much when i read that.
you have no idea how sad i fell for you and your friend.
i wish i could hug you and cry with you right now.

Shinkokamari
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Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 11:40pm

wow...my eyes are almost watering....A true friendship never really dies and I hope you will always be friends.... crying

Arevion
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Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 11:50pm

This friend of yours, Daphne. Truly makes a part of your life. Knowing your friend for more than 4 years, is like knowing her your whole life.

We become so attached to people. That when we have to let go, we don't know how. we can't believe that is happening. It herts so much, it feels worse than falling down the stairs and braking a few bones. But when we say good-bye to our loved ones. We can't make them leave with a guilt. We have to let them go with them knowing that you are going to be there for them and suport them no matter what. no matter where they are. That they would always have a place in your heart with that big great hug heart .

True friends, are forever

I heart you, Luis.

take care

your friend, Luis mrgreen

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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 12:10am

wow tengo un nudo en la garganta.... and the song doesnt help...heh u c i understand you sometimes i think about my friends and well i hav to say it like this speccially chris my best friend since 5th grade always together i have other bestfriends and all but we really have a bond and just thinking that after we graduate someday we might get apart even if we dont want to makes me cry crying ...man darn the song....i really get you and well i hope everything goes well for her and well you need to understand her you will always be her friend but life goes on u just have to try and stay in touch...

the memories are the best things of life and the things we keep from the ppl that came into our lives are the ones that will help us keep goin foward

i hope all works out luis ^^

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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 12:40am

ahhhhhhhh gonk de verdad q en estos momentos me pasa eso mismo, no puedo, esa cancion te hace pensar demasiado en los amigos los recuerdos, ahora q me voy a graduar y pensar q voy a estar lejos de todos mis amigos y en especial de mi mejor amiga q estooy desde tercero con ella me pone mal, de verdad q no quiero pensar en eso ahora, pero esa cancion me hizo pensar q algun momento nos tendremos q decir adios cry y me duele, si me duele, pero ambas tenemos caminos diferentes. Siempre los recordare a todos por todos los felices momentos q pasamos, pero siempre q los recuerde me va a doler por q los voy a extrañar, eso mismo t debe pasar a ti... espero que su amistad nunca se acabe, aunque el amor nunca se olvida y ella siempre estara en tus memories y en tu corazon, tqm Lou-lou

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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 12:42am

you wont lose her cause she's far away. and im sure it hurts her too. these things happen and if you want her to be happy you'll support her in this decision. it could turn out bad but if it does you'll still be there for her right? these new conditions dont mean you guys will lose each other. itll be ok. you'll see in the end its all nice.

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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 12:58am

There there, Luis. i'm sure everything will work out just fine. Daphne's not one to forget someone, especially you razz Remember when I left and thought i'de never see you again? We see each other each month a bunch of times^_^ I'm sure it'll be the same with her razz and just think of the wild stories she'll have! So cheer up, emo kid XD
You're awesome! domokun

Fukothepixie
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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 01:11am

It'll be okay. you'll keep in contact somehow. Best friends are forever, no matter what anyone says.

Lizardtrainer
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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 07:53am

Thats a sad thing to happen... cry

Chris Damian
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Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 10:01pm

en verdd q cada vez q hablo de esto me dan ganas de llorar ps aki lo hablare poco para evitar... en verdd es q los amigos de uno q de verdd son siempre estan hay, contra de 8am a 2pm 5 dias a la semana y esa guillao los ves a eellos mas q a tu propios padres aveces y duele en el corazon el saber q desps de mayo 31 los veras quizas dos veces al mes o menos y eso es lo q duele pq ahi es dnd se pierde la confianza y el amor... en verdd que los dejo con esa pq no puedo continuar:

Se Que Los Angeles Existen, Pero Como Que Aveces Algunos No Tienen Alas Y Es Por Que Son Nuestros Amigos... by CHP aka Chris Damian... se cuidan cry ninja

shadowfoxmalau
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Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 10:04pm

te dejo un coment por obligation stare pero nada loco ur doing the right thing let her progress in her life and if she does really means that much to u she wont forget u trust me u have to mean the same to hercall her whenever u can and al that s**t dont loose contact with her

The_Holy_Preacher
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Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 11:12pm

I am sorry to hear that Luis but you must understand no matter how far away they are the connection you have with her will always live on. it takes more then moving off to end a friendship as strong as yalls.

Cunundrum
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Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 11:13pm

srry for you lost I would be the same way if I lost my best friend melissa!

Cookie on Fire
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 05:46am

wow chico.. en verdad que si... es fuerte

pero eso es parte de la vida
y ahora te deras cuenta que no importa la distancia, esa amistad nada la podra romper wink

estaba leyendo eso con la cancion de fondo y se me aguaron los ojos.. jejeje

na' chico, te quiero un monton

sabes que puedes contar conmigo para lo que quieras.. te quiero un monton chico xd

Ice angel 746
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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 02:04am

WOW that was really...touching and actually sad...*bursts into tears* see what you've done. Nah j/k but still that's a pretty awesome song btw mrgreen

Redgar
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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 06:48am

Thats deep really deep. Makes me reflect on my life and all the good times that happened.

Can't really escape these things
Pictures can fade but memories are forever.

The_Phsico101
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Thu Nov 23, 2006 @ 04:29am

crying crying crying crying crying crying crying
Wow luis en verdad no se que decir mano si yo fuera tu yo no supiera que hacer por lomenos hoy en dia existen tantas maneras de comunicarse pero no estaran juntos si de corazon pero no juntos de cuerpo yo no se yo me acuerdo cuando eran Seniors y yo los jodia a toitos jejeje pero those where the times the times i will never forget the times that will always stay yin my heart crying no se que decir mano es como tener que dar un advice(ahora mismo se me olvido en español) sin saber que decir mano en verdad que Im Sorry mi año Senior se esta acercando y si se sienrte asi dejar amogos con los que te has pasado casi toda tu vida es fuerte mano yo no he vivido mucho pero siempre voy a querer a mis amigos a mi lado y si piensas que es duro para ti imajinate para ella q es la q se tiene que ir y dejar todo atras y comenzar otravez rolleyes yo no tengo muchas experiencias en la vida tan solo estoy en 9no grado y ps... no se q mas decir mano pero n te preocupes tu no eres la unica persona que deves estar triste ella deve estar triste tambien son todas las palabras que puedo escribor porque 1ro: no he vivido lo suficiente y 2do si no me salgo de la computadora mi madre me mata jejeje LOL bye

Att/ tu Primo q siempre estara ahi para ti Tato cry

Viilii
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Sun Nov 26, 2006 @ 12:49am

scream Dude, your so emo.
Just enjoy the time you have with her and its a new chapter of both of your life, it would hard at first, but her moving is something that she have stated since the 9th grade, sooooooooooooooooo suck it up.

AND besides im not moving soon soooooooooooo ill be there to ruin your life
jajajajajajajajajhaaaaaaaaaaa whee

Saligiare
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Tue Nov 28, 2006 @ 05:32pm

I'm sorry to hear about this sad .. hopefully you'll keep in touch and everything will be alright. I know it's not easy to go through this .. since something similar happened to me. But I'm sure you'll be fine and she will be too. Everything might seem worst than it actually is now.

Reds-Broken-Angel
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Sat May 26, 2007 @ 02:54am

Awww... that song... It brings back bad memories... I'm sorry you're friend is moving so far away from you heart I've had that soo many times..

SpecialAgentLeah
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Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 09:03pm

Aww! I'm so sorry! I'm here if you want to talk about it! Anytime you want to talk okay?

xoxkisaxox
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Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 11:34pm

Hi Luis. I cried when I read this the first time. I still have tears in my eyes. Thanks for putting my picture there but it only makes me sadder. I really hope that you'll be okay! I know a little bit of what you are feeling but not at all close to as much. It always makes me sad to think about great friendships falling apart but she seems to special to you for you to let that happen. I really hope that things turn out and even though you won't be able to see each other I'm sure she'll still want to as well. She probably is going to be really hurt too from leaving this friendship for now...one of my old good friends said this to me. 'it's not goodbye, it's see you later' I truly think about that and try to see what it means to me. So I think in this case you should just promise yourself that you will see each other soon and even though you can't always be together and it may seem like a very huge part of your life is leaving, that you will always remember each other and do you best to stay in touch. As long as you both keep making an effort I'm sure things will work out in the end.

Ike The Fire Emblem Hero
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Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 11:48pm

awwww how sad i know what it feels like when you separate from another person

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