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My sister is the b***h from hell....shes slept with someone and told our parents....now she acts like shes all superior to me just because i can't hold that over her head....holy s**t....she got pissed at me because i "didn't do the laundry" when she sits on her fat lazy a** doing nuthin but fingering herself and talking on the phone with her boyfriend or having sex with her boyfriend....and i did do the laundry...i just don't always fold it....which opposed to her only doing the dishes once this week...and my mom cleaned them so all she had to do was put them into the dishwasher...shes such a slut....all she does is have sex and cry and complain...then she has the audacity to fight with our dad when shes the reason the ******** family is messed up....and it pisses me off that since none of my relatives knows she ******** someone they treat her like roalyty...its always annie this annie that...i just want them all to shut the hell up and get with the picture i mean what the hell is wrong with them? they don't get s**t....
also....yesterday i had like this major headache and then i had to deal with her not knowing what time it was and yelling at me becuase i didn't tell her when she was probably one the phone with paul talking...she also has a clock in her room so she has no ******** right to like that s**t to me...so i started looking around at all my friends right? well i kinda noticed that they all do stuff that to me...seems kinda wierd...i mean not a bad wierd just some stuff i wouldn't have thought of and i makes me feel so inadequate and stupid...so i ran off from all my friends at lunch and started crying....and i just kept thinking about it all and i couldn't handle it....i went to geometry early....and Mr. Hoines left the room so i was there alone....then i just broke down i started crying super bad....then Sandifer and Krystal knocked on the door and i let them in....through all this i still had this major headache and my eyes were red....everyone else came into the class room and it was sooo loud it hurt so bad...that i just stared crying again....then i went to IPC (all my classes are PreAP) and i still had a headache when my teacher asked me what was wrong...i said nothing....near the end of class she pulled me out and asked me what was wrong and that what ever it was it was messing with me and that my grades might suffer....she asked if i had anyone to confide in....i said yeah....WOW THAT WAS SUCH A LIE....whenever i want to tell anyone anything i feel so wierd...its like i'm trying to get everyone to focus on me and it makes me feel like i can't deal with anything without being in the spotlight....i get frustrated...i get a headache...and then i can't deal with it and then i don't tell anyone and it starts over...i can't deal with it....
well yeah...i'll probably be writing some more bitching later....so whatever....