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Hey everyone, I'm sorry for not posting in awhile...but this week is exam week. Regardless, that's not the only thing that's been keeping me away from the comp...as well as my friends and anyone else who's been trying to contact me.

Sometimes it seems that life is just not worth living. Or if it is worth living...you can't survive the trials and tribulations along the way. You struggle and fall, trying your best to just make it through the night...and for what? To wake up to the fact that you're alone and your future is nothing more than a dark void waiting until you're so defenseless and vulnerable that it can grab hold of your neck and pull you in.

Once you're in the void...it's nearly impossible to ever see the light of day agian...and you know it. That sinking feeling in your heart as your hopes and dreams slowly die in front of you. The tears that fall as you realize you'll never love, or be loved again. You become one with the void. It feeds off your dreams, and you are left to take in it's darkness to fill the space where hopes...dreams...and love once were.

As more of you is weathered away, you become the darkness...and the void swallows you entirely. There's always that vague light in the distance, but if you allow the darkness to consume you, the light becomes dim...until you can't see it anymore. Until you can't find your way out...

With the end being evidant, what more can you do? Nothing....you can do nothing. If you're lucky, someone will come along and rescue you from the void, but in doing so...they would have to risk becomeing subdued to the darkness themselves. In truth, not many are willing to do something for someone who seems so lost...so distant.

Now I must ask...if I call out for you, will you help me?