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Unyielding Trauma:

I must do this right,
just before I leave
so you can see me
and know everything I did was a lie

I can't share with you the secrets anymore
the secrets of living a lie,
saying sorry for lost causes
and lost lives

Just knowing in the end,
It was all for your own good.

I must do this right,
just before I'm gone
telling you those lies
was the best thing I've ever done,

now I can't help you,
you're on your own

I have to run away,
run away from you
knowing that if I don't
we're both dead

I'm saving you
from what I'm stuck in