((k, i have two sets of friends that dont really associate with each other, but i only have one journal, from now on im gonna specify what kind of an entry it is so the ask sora people dont have to read an Org. thread entry and vice versa, Savvy?))
It hurts to just to write this journal, I guess i got beaten up pretty badly sweatdrop ok ... that's an understatement. I actually almost died! If Fefe and Xemnas hadn't shown up when they did, I wouldnt be writing this right now.
I reported to the captain and general Xeresen for training as per usual, but when I went to attack the general, He hit me really hard! so hard, that I was flung backwards into a wall. I hit my head really hard but I got back up. something was wierd about Xeresen but he asked me to keep attacking so I did! he said a really mean comment about ... well just a mean comment and I started to get angry. I dont know where it came from but I got the urge to fight! I usually dont like fighting but for some reason that changed.
I ran at him and started attacking him but he was too fast and way too strong. I realized that I needed a weapon or something ... which is wierd because I don't use weapons when I fight, but I put my hand in the air anyway and wished for one. something called an 'aerial blade' appeared, whatever that is stare it was really wierd but it reminded me of a lightsaber so I was happy. I tried hitting Xeresen with it but it broke on his stupid head! the next thing I knew i was getting punched repeatedly in the stomach. I was thinking I am sooo dead, im gonna die and I was crying and bleeding and it was really bad ... I needed help badly!
Luckily, XEMNAS came to my rescue! He and Fefe (a new friend I made whee ) came to kick Xeresen's crazy, curse infected butt! So Xemnas and Xeresen start fighting and Im lying on the ground all beaten and bloody with Fefe. I get this "brilliant" idea to distract Xeresen so the others can knock him out but it totally backfired. I got beat even worse and poisoned! then Fefe got sick because she sucked the poison out and Xemnas got beat pretty bad cuz Xeresen was under the curse! Xeresen turned into a snake or something but then he ended up passing out so it was ok.
I feel so guilty and bad Because people got hurt and it was my fault ... why is everything my fault lately? anyway ... I'm sorry everyone, I'll try and get better fast! it just hurts whenever I ... move sweatdrop I'm gonna talk to Xeresen and find out what the crap was wrong with him. but Im pretty sure im never gonna train with him again.
later journal,
p.s. I hope I can fix my new weapon gonk
 VanillaMinx · Wed Nov 15, 2006 @ 03:59pm · 2 Comments |
