Great....I'm feeling depressed (but not officially depressed) again. I try ti do something and be nice to my parents and they yell at me for it. I blame it all on my "dad". He's the one that started everything. And when I try to do something to cheer myself up, he doesn't let me, so obviously he doesn't want me to be happy. The worst thing is that my family wants me think I'm fat! They tell me it's not important, but do they have to go to school and get made fun of day after day? NO! So, they could never understand how I feel right now. After all, no one cares if a normal adult is fat, it only matters for kids. So, my family thinks the answer to cheering up when sad is eating. And of course they force me to eat something that'll make me gain more weight. They think I'm average, but I'm not. They're not doctors, so they wouldn't know. *curls up* I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I really am starting to hate that ********' school. *repeatedly hits head with algebra book* My family is going to kill me faster than myu weight, I just know it.
 Le Prince Egoiste · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 06:27pm · 2 Comments |
