Everything is s**t.
And it's all because of ONE...
Well... TWO people.
The first person: Sasuke_of_the_uchiha_clan
e.e
I HATE him.
With every fiber of my being.
He RUINS lives.
He DESTROYS friendships.
He NEEDS to DIE.
The second person: me
Yes.
Me.
I've ruined my own life because I've been such a dumbass all these years.
Well, not exactly.
But I've made some bad choices, and they've really effected me.
I mean, REALLY.
And I still won't change what's happened to me.
I remember just yesterday, Carlos asked me if I could go back in time, what would I change.
And I said, "Nothing. Because I wouldn't be who I am today."
And I meant that.
But now I look at it, and there might have been one thing that I'd want to change.
Then I think about the long run.
If I changed that, then that other thing might have not happened at all, and the latter was something truly special. Something that I know I'll cherish forever.
And I feel so confused, all of a sudden.
I wonder why I'm here.
I know I haven't served my purpose yet.
Because I'm still here.
My Death Clock says I'll be here for another 18 years...
But can that thing be trusted?
I feel this sort of hollow, empty feeling inside.
It appeared out of nowhere, about an hour ago, when I went to take a nap.
And, I thought it would go away if I just slept for a few minutes, but it grew.
And it makes me feel like I lost something that I loved.
Something that was so precious to me, but I don't know what.
I keep trying to search for the answer.
No, no.
The question.
I'm searching for the question.
You can't have an answer if you don't have a question.
This just confuses me all the more.
When will this all end?
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
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