Hey Ya'll... I feel really bad about some of the stupid things I've done lately. I'm not to good at talking about it... Hell I dont want to talk about it.
Dont you hate when you dont want to talk about something it seems like everyone else want to talk about it and only it! Sheesh
The worse thing is I think Kitten is mad at me. I've noticed I havnt really said anything to him. My voice sounds so icky from all the screaming and crying I've done the last three days. I hate looking and sounding bad in front of him (Damn I'm Vain)
I'm Willing to wait forever for my kitten, Its just I keep having these bad dreams. Maybe I'm just afraid he will treat me like my last love did. We date over and year and then suddenly... she stoped talking to me and seeing me. I was just suddenly alone. I am soooooooooo scared of that. I really hope I'm not a stalker... Dammit words are still plaguing my brain. WTF am i going to do? Should i just give up compleatly?
I also found that when I'm not feeling well, feel threated, stressed, or in a bad situation... I tend to just go to sleep. ALOT! -shruggs- at least i know i wont be an acoholic (sp?) like my dad was. LOL I'm like Setsuna is with blood. Only mine is bad situations. >.< I'm such a loser. Sheesh. How do i even have friends.
well i'm still tired so i'm going back to sleep. Night Ya'll
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*glomps*
I know why you have friends.. cuz your a really sweet, inteligent, and beautiful person.. You can make people smile when no one else can. You can Change a person's intire world for the better by just saying hi... How do I know this? Cuz you did it for me.. time and time again you've been there to say just the right things to cheer me up and pull me out of my pit of despair.
Well now its my turn... its you who is down.. and I'm here for you. I will always be here for you to hold on to. I promies that...
and as for those dreams... they are just that.. dreams... I say Kitten should have to come begging for you on his hands and knees. You desurve to be treated as a goddess... you really do... don't let him teart you bad.
I love you Bunnie. You know I do... and I'm here for you.