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******** hell. This just isn't going well, not in the slightest. I really don't know how i'm gonna stand out from the rest of the class. Everyone is so ******** good. We have the other artists, digital artists, everyone...and then there's me. What's special about me? I don't have anything unique, i'm not really great at drawing, and it doesn't help when my self-esteem is constantly in the shitter.

********. ********. ********. ********!! It's funny, i was talking with a few of the GD06s on friday night, and one of them said how they were making bets on how many would end up dropping out. I laughed, of course...but inside, i was scared that the next to drop out...would be me. I'm not sure i can handle this.

I know i'm to critical of myself, when i draw, and it just makes me more miserable. After i got my first assignment back in Storyboarding, my stomach just kinda sank, and i felt like s**t. I didn't show it though, i just took my papers, and sat back down, i mean i was quiet, but...i'm always quiet. So no one really noticed. I really don't want to drag down anyone else with me. I'm trying so hard to learn, and become good at game design...i just...i dunno.

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