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Hey, I know Emily will probably be the only one to read this, if that, but I am all alone. I am having problems right now. The guy I like is taken and it hurts. I can't stop liking him!!! I wanna wait it out for him, but the problem is I don't want to wait. It was pretty sad the day I found out he was going out with somebody. I was going to ask him to homecoming and saw him talking to a guy friend of mine so I went and sat down at a table(lunch time.) When my friend came over, he told me that the guy I like was already going to homecoming with a girl in band. He didn't even really know her at the time. And, a few days earlier, me and the guy I like were hanging out and a guy he knew saw us walking together and nodded his head at us and told him nice. We were mistaken for being together pretty much!!! All the guy I like did was smile at me really big. The weird thing is it turns out he found out I like him after homecoming (two to three weeks ago) and he's been growing closer to me and has even lent me his coat. What's up with that? I really like him, but it's hard just being his friend when he is so sweet and charming!!! What do I do?