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October 30, 2006
I'm so mad. After class I decided to take a break. Get online, talk to Kaz for a few minutes, then go take that dumb test. I didn't want to go take a math test right after being in math class. That would be math overload. But anyway, I finally went down there, and they said the test didn't have my name on it or some crap like that, which made no sense. So they wouldn't give it to me. They kept looking through papers and computer files and stuff but couldn't find whatever it was so they wouldn't let me take it. Now last time when I went down there to take the other test they told me there were two and let me choose which one. But now they act like I can't take this one because it didn't say it was mine or whatever, yet they knew it was mine last time. So dumb. So I just went home. And after studying all that time too. I'm really sick of this crap. And what's with Gaia's event not starting yet? They usually start it before Halloween and here it is the day before and nothing going on yet. Anyway, Eric found a girlfriend, and I'm happy for him. I was afraid he might have been still hoping I would break up with Kaz or something and I didn't want him to that, especially since Kaz has actually gotten really nice lately. Maybe he's realizing he wasn't being as good of a boyfriend as he could be. I don't really know. But he's being all sweet and stuff and it makes me really happy. Eric hasn't been talking to me though and I hope he's not trying to make me jealous or anything, I doubt that he is, but things like that make me feel guilty instead. I actually had a conversation about this with Darialan, he had a friend who liked him but he didn't like her back as a girlfriend, but he wanted to be her friend, but she got upset and just completely stopped talking to him. And he felt guilty about it. Well I always feel this way anyway. I feel guilty about all the other guys who I know or even just suspect like me or at least liked me. But I can only be with one person and I am in love with Kaz and things are going well, at least I feel that they are going quite well, so I just have to try not to worry about these things I guess.
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