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C'est ou je dis que j'ai eu assez. Que je ne merite pas de me sentir comme la maniere .
Unreachable Star
emo

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Unreachable Star…

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Am I to love a stranger so obscure that even love itself was deprived from his life?

I’ve known him for sometime, but I know I wasn’t for him, neither was he for me.

But… Why??? Why am I so desperate to break his fortress?

Why am I so worried whenever problems strike him down?

Why can’t I forget?

Why is smile deprived from me whenever he’s not around?

Why do I feel so broken?

He won’t understand…He never did.

I know I’ll never be the one to understand…Neither would he.

Because I’m lame… I am broken…

Showing off a big smile to the world, yet…

Is broken inside…I know I’ll never be right for him cause he never understands.

But…

Is it that wrong to love a stranger?

Is it that weird to love him although your eyes haven’t been laid to his?

Is it wrong to care?

Was it me who’s mistaken?

I know he just smiles to cover a confused life… I know I have to stay away from it.

However, so long that he’s obscure to me, I’m also obscure to him…For this is a one way friendship, and he, will forever be, my true love, my unreachable star.

AM I to love someone that has never laid a single stone of identity in my life? Am I to love a complete stranger?

It hurts inside. . .but yes.

We met, but was it destiny that lead him to me?

I feel warm and happy with him,

But I do know that no matter how much I love him, he would not feel the same for me,

For he, is an unreachable dream, an unreachable star.

I was rash to demand an answer; I can face him no longer,

For he is my pain, my love, my unreachable star.

If ever we crossroads will I ever recognize him?

And will he ever recognize me?

To love him, is, absurd, for I do not entirely know him,

But I do know that as long as is have faith in him,

He’ll survive and move forward…

Because I love him, and the pain he gives my heart.

So then until we meet again my unreachable star,

Goodbye.


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Disclaimer: I found this on some site, it's not my work no matter how hard I wish for it to be. But it described my own story so much, I decided to post it in my journal.




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