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I can't say that I care about whether you people like me anymore. It's not about being liked, but liking yourself, and after today...I'm becoming more mature with the fact that life goes on. Life is life, and you only live once, so why waste your time being jealose of your boyfriend's friend, or hating the people that did nothing to you? Life is only given to you once, so why waste it on such childish things. It took me many years to finally realize this, but I did, and I do. Life is to short to just ruin. I'm not saying "YES! HAVE SEX WITH THAT GIRL BECAUSE LIFE IS SHORT!" I'm saying, find a girlfriend, stay with her for your WHOLE life, but don't do it so soon, unless you find that person really younge, like I found Adam. Nobody, but that God that may excist, knows where your live is going to go. Lately, I'm questioning EVERYTHING but being the age I am, I know why. I truely do. It's not important for anyone else, because no one else is me. No one can tell whether you are who you are, or it's just a mask that you wear all the time to cover up the true demon you are. But like Anne Frank said "Despite everything I still believe there's good in everyone" that put Otto Frank to shame, he loved his daughter so much, and had so much anger twords her being killed, but when he read that line in her diary, he realized Anne died knowing what every human could only wish to understand before dieing in the short life God has given us. So don't waste life hating and discriminating people you don't know, take some time to get to know them, and only then can you really judge them. Thank you for all who have read this passage of my journal. I needed things off my cheast.