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Rambles of a Broken Butterfly
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Okay.....am I like....nonexistant or something......Seems all my friends just don't care about me anymore..the both of them are just..out trying to get married now...and I'm left...here.....standing here waving my arms around like an idiot trying to get attention. Okay...I'm happy for them and all...but am I just..not important anymore to these people? Am I really that easy to disregard?

I feel like shrinking....

I feel like disappearing....

I feel invisible.....

There's nothign that can really help this....because I thought we were close...but aparantly..I'm not....

so screw them all....I'll find more friends.....they won't be as good.....they won't be people I can trust as much as I trusted these two....but..I guess we all have to move on...right?

Is it so much to ask to just have a friend?


jenna_chan2
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  • User Comments: [2]
    it's not much to ask for... in fact, it's better off to be alone than in bad company. neutral

    I'm sorry youre feeling down at the moment. sweatdrop probably there isnt a thing that the gaians you know could do to change that... but I can't seem to help the feeling of being useless to the ones I know or know me. neutral *hugs* here's hoping for everything to clear away... and for you to start anew again. 3nodding heart

    I know, these ain't much words... but I really wish i could say more. neutral <33 ?


    comment Shiro Nishida · Community Member · Sat Jan 22, 2005 @ 06:26am
    Wow- I actrully know what your talking about-
    I dunno i lost a really close friend too, and its hard to move on and think you trust someone else, being mad a close friend, but missing them at the same time. but think of it this way, when you and your old friends just met, you had to learn to trust them too, plus i dunno i always found new friendships interesting and exciting, and then you ease into learning and finding out more about the person who is your new friend. I know it sucks now, it may suck for a while but its never to much to ask for a friend, you just gotta make sure to be yourself and stuff and I'm sure you;ll find someone who will love you just as much as the friends you lost.
    Everything has to get better sometime you know? whee heart Good luck jenna, its hard ot find someone out there, but I'm sure you will.


    comment Ichigo Sin · Community Member · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 08:41am
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