Since I last used this journal many things have changed. I'm now in my senior year of my school and have under 4 weeks left of my whole schooling life left.
A somewhat scary thought.
I've also lost two of my best friends. One to life, the other to her own mental problems (which I was blamed for, go figure.) but in a way I enjoy not having either of them around anymore. I think my life has improved since they left. I no longer have to worry about how they where younger then me (annoying) and i don't have to be annoyed over how close minded, selfish and just plain stupid they could be. I'm now friends with more interesting and fun people who respect me.
It's amazing how the people around you can affect the quality of life.
I'm enjoying myself so much these days, I used to be depressed alot, not so much anymore. I'm really happy.
But I feel that I should start keeping a more regular journal. Why? I plan to move to England within the year and I want some place to record my thoughts. A way to keep in contact with my friends that I leave behind.
Thats all I have to say for now.
A somewhat scary thought.
I've also lost two of my best friends. One to life, the other to her own mental problems (which I was blamed for, go figure.) but in a way I enjoy not having either of them around anymore. I think my life has improved since they left. I no longer have to worry about how they where younger then me (annoying) and i don't have to be annoyed over how close minded, selfish and just plain stupid they could be. I'm now friends with more interesting and fun people who respect me.
It's amazing how the people around you can affect the quality of life.
I'm enjoying myself so much these days, I used to be depressed alot, not so much anymore. I'm really happy.
But I feel that I should start keeping a more regular journal. Why? I plan to move to England within the year and I want some place to record my thoughts. A way to keep in contact with my friends that I leave behind.
Thats all I have to say for now.
