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Miss Saira-Jayns Diary.
My wonders, my thoughts, my sadness, my hate, my anger even my happiness will be put in here.. I ain't writing to entertain.. I'm writing the truth.. My feelings.. Yeah I shouldn't write such personal stuff on here but nobody reads it anyways =]]
Night terror
'Kay,
So last night I had a night terror =/
I woke up crying!
So you are like "wtf? how was it so bad?"
So I'll tell you =/

So I'm in this big house and I'm walking up to the room I know my boyfriends and I get to the door to see my boyfriend in bed and another girl - Nym.
I hate her && shes using her hand on him.. just about to use her mouth..
I scream.. then I go see her boyfriend who is down the hall - she doesnt know I know she goes out with him everyone else thought she was single.. I tell him they break up, so do me and Paul.
A month later Paul comes to mine to talk to me he wants me to take him back.. I still love him but no I won't ((According to mom I was screaming "I hate you! How could you do this,. specially with her!!!"

THEN
We're in the garden and this aeroplane flies over the house.. hovers above..
So i look at it..OMFG.
It has blue electricity sheild around the wings..
So I'm scared then it started shooting out whats like lightning.. hitting houses and stuff like bomber planes.
Everyones screaming and trying to escape..
Everyones going to the countryside for safety..
Me and Paul goes to his nans.. his nans went to the countryside.. We're okay there.. then I realise what am i doing with him?
I go to his friends.. I sleep with him because he offered.
He says something that reminds me of Paul.. I walk out and cry meeting paul out the front.. he finds out..
We decide to sort everything out.. But as we're sorting stuff out.. I cry more..
I wake up crying...



I don't understand it but this is the second time I've dreamt of him cheating on me which made me wake up crying.. well the first time more than crying.. screaming..




Weird.


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