January 16, 2005
Kaz gets worse everyday. Last night he didn't even say good night, or bye, or anything at all, he just got off. Today when I asked him about he he said who cares. I care. I at least want to tell him bye. Now today he's been gone all day. He's online, but he put his away message on hours ago and won't come back, I miss him so much. I am so impatient, waiting for that stupid credit card. I want to get it, and buy that game for him, and make everything better, fast. The longer it takes, the worse he gets. I told him I would get that game for him, and that it might take a while, because of the credit card thing, and he said that was okay with him. But you know, he doesn't think about it I guess. Hopefully once he actually receives the game from me, he'll know I really care, and be nice to me, like last time.
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