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Heart broken I am heart broken. I pinched a nerve in my hip today getting out of bed so I couldn't walk. stare But anyway I just got an email from Spencer (this guy I'm so in love with but he wouldn't date me because he was moving to Cal. and he knew it would brake my heart when he left.) and I at first didn't want to open it like I do with all his emails. I'm always afraid he'll say he has a gf or he can't talk to me anymore which would kill me. I opened it and read it. It was real sweet and funny but when I got to the end it said 'I still love ya' and I lost it. crying God if he knew how much it makes me happy it makes me to see those words from him. Yet it breaks my heart every time because he can't be mine. He's ruined me. I compare every guy to him and none of them measure up. That's the reason I didn't have a boyfriend for almost a year but that only lasted a week. Damn I love that boy but it hurts so much. God I'm crying again.

Posted by: greenisthenewevil Sat Oct 14, 2006 @ 03:22am

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MysteriousElegance
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Commented on: Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 11:51pm


	Cheer up Kat! I'm sure that if it's meant to work out between the two of you everything will fall into place as time goes on. Kinda like the way it happened between me and my baby. I'm glad there wasn't any bad news in his e-mail to you. Love you lots! heart l8r.

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