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I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE HARD TO TELL NAIKORO, SO I WALKED OVER TO THE HOUSE IN COMPLETE SILENCE, CRYING AND THINKING HOW WILL IT GO TO TELL HER I KILLED HIM. "ASHIERU, I'LL TAKE THE BLAME" I TURNED AND LOOKED AT BYAKUYA. I FELT LIKE SAYING GO AHEAD, BUT I KNEW NAIKORO WOULD TRY TO HURT HIM. I TRIED TO MAKE A SMILE "DON'T WORRY......I'M FINE. ANYWAY I'VE BEEN WAITING TO FIGHT HER IN A WHILE" "DON'T TRY TO HIDE IT" I STILL HAVEN'T MOVED FROM THAT SPOT. HE WALKED OVER TO ME AND HUGGED ME. I KEPT TRYING TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HE JUST HELD ME TIGHTER "STOP BYAKUYA! YOUR GOING TO MAKE ME CRY" "THEN GO AHEAD.....I AM" MY WIDENED, I LET MY BODY GO LIMP AND I FINALLY LOOKED INTO BYAKUYA'S EYES. EVEN IF HE SOUNDED CALM, HE WAS CRYING. I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM CRY, AND TODAY I THINK HE WANTED ME TO BE THERE FOR HIM RATHER THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I BEGAN CRYING "THERE YOU HAPPY" HE LOOKED AT ME "YES, YOU SHOWED ME THE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH" I WIPED MY EYES "LOVE? YOU.....LOVE" HE PUT HIS FINGER UP TO MY LIPS "I WOULD NEVER WANT YOU TO GET HURT" "BYAKU......" HE INTERRUPTED ME AGAIN THIS TIME WITH HIS LIPS. FOR ABOUT A MINUTE WE KISSED UNTIL WE REALIZED SOONER OR LATER WE HAD TO GO. "BYAKUYA, I'M......I'M GOING TO LIVE WITH YOU" I PAUSED "BUT FIRST WE HAVE TO TELL NAIKORO. WE WALKED OVER THERE QUIETE, BUT OR HANDS WOVEN INTO EACH OTHER. YES WE WERE HOLDING HANDS.

"NO......NO YOU IDIOT!" NAIKORO THREW EVERYTHING IN HER GRASP AT ME. "YOU.....YOUR HIS SISTER......HOW COULD YOU KILL HIM!" SHE RAN UP TO ME AND SLAPPED ME, YET I DIDN'T BUDGE. SHE STARTED HITTING ME SLAPPING ME AND PUNCHING ME UNTIL BYAKUYA FINALLY STOPPED HER. HE KNEW I WAS PISSED OFF AND THAT I WOULD'VE KILLED HER FOR HER REMARKS. "YOU.....YOU.....YOU NEVER LOVED RENJI!" MY EYES WIDENED AND I STARED AT BYAKUYA, HE LET HER GO AND WALKED BEHIND ME "FINALLY THAT APE LET GO OF ME" I GRABBED HE COLLAR, AND GOT IN HER FACE "WHAT WAS YOUR LAST REMARK, WENCH" I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF I THREW HER TO THE FLOOR, SAT ON HER AND BEGAN THROWING PUNCHES. "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU SAY, I DON'T LOVE MY BROTHER......I'LL KILL YOU" I GRABBED FOR MY BLADE BUT BYAKUYA STOPPED ME "DO YOU THINK RENJI WOULD WANT THE TWO MOST IMPRTANT WOMEN IN HIS LIFE KILLING EACHOTHER?" BYAKUYA SAID. I BEGAN CRYING, GOT OFF OF HER AND RAN OUT THE DOOR. BYAKUYA FOOTSTEPS FOLLOWED ME.

HE COULD OUTRUN ME AND HE DID. HE GRABBED MY ARM "STOP ASHIERU" I DIDN'T KNOW IF HE WAS HELPING OR HURTING ME. I GRABBED MY BLADE PANICING AND HELD IT TO MY THROAT LEAVE ME OR I'LL KILL MYSELF....AND WON'T I BE HAPPY WITH MY BROTHER WITH ME AGAIN?" "ASHIERU, STOP RENJI'S NOT DEAD YET.......I KNOW A WAY TO SAVE HIM" I DROPPED MY BLADE AND FELL TO THE FLOOR "I WANT MY ONII-CHAN BACK" HE WENT DOWN PICKED ME UP AND HUGGED ME "YOU'LL SEE HIM SOON, I PROMISE" HE PATTED MY BACK BUT AS HE SAID IT A HINT OF UNEASINESS WAS IN HIS VOICE......WAS THERE AND ACTUAL WAY



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