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Yeah, it's 8:31 right now and I'm just getting my gaia needs over and done with so I can hunker down and finish my entire CPT (write-up presentation and all) in one fell swoop. But it's not hard so it probably won't take me more then 10 hours if I just sit down and get it done.

We went out to Kev's last night. It was fun but I felt kinda rejected. We were originally going to my house I think. But I kinda didn't want to so much, I don't like having people over to my house because it's quite small and we always manage to do something that I'll get yelled at for afterwards. Although we don't actually do anything, my Dad just likes to yell at me more then my brother, possibly because I don't cry when he yells at me.

Anyways, Kev's house. Food chips and such. Random talk about how I was actually invited but followed Dot and Rach because they were invited. I guess that made me feel kind of uncomfortable, as if I wasn't wanted. I don't like being places where I'm not wanted...but I didn't bring it up. We watched Predator 2, it was stupid and full of swearing and blood and the hanging of bloody naked people from ceilings. It probably would have made more sens had I seen Predator 1. I was really tired and I fell asleep a bit after Sam did, missing a chunk of the movie. It ended at around 8:15 and we were all kicked out. I got my own ride, which caused controversy at my house, Sam was suppossed to give me a ride, but it was too early for that to happen. My thought:take the bus. I called my mum to tell her that's how i'd be getting home and she said 'nono your Dad will give you a ride'. My thought was uh-oh because i'd told him earlier today that I had a ride so he wouldn't have to come get me. Anyways my mum came and got me because my Dad got all pissed oof that i needed a ride when i said i had one stare Gave Rach a ride home. Kev thanked us for coming and stuff but he was probably just feeling polite. I often feel really judged around Kev, I don't know why. Anyways, I'll make sure I specifically am invited before I go over to his house again.

Off to get my work done, please do not try and contact me and try and make me do stuff because this thing is due monday so i cannot procrastinate any longer.

Cheerio