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Ninja-ing my way through Life
It's been awhile...
I don't blog anymore.
Well, not here.
And not really on my LJ either.
Well, on my LJ I blog all the time, but no one sees it. Which is good, as all the hidden entries are fairly incoherent.
Filled to the brim with all my worries and thoughts. Silly things, most of them. Insecurities about myself, worries about my friendships. My relationship with my boyfriend.

I wish I could shut off my brain some days.
I can't even pick some things to not care about in order to lighten my mental load. Because then I feel insensitive. I don't like feeling insensitive.

But if I care about everything, I'll explode.

Is there anyway for me to find the right way to be?
(Go the blog entry that describes other blog entries)


[Tetris.Ninja]
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  • User Comments: [3]
    I wish I could shut my brain off too.

    comment strawberry jelly · Community Member · Fri Sep 29, 2006 @ 01:53am
    Ah. It is the amazing joy of the hidden entries.
    They are fun, aren't they?

    But with hiding things, comes no input from your friends which could prove useful. By constantly hiding your life you keep it safe from scruteny but you really leave yourself open to many bad choices because you had no advice.

    But then again, aren't I being such a hypocrite?

    comment Mini Effi · Community Member · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 07:51pm
    You should probably care about most things, but prioritize them. Also, you should come to philosophy class.

    comment Tableau · Community Member · Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 12:58am
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