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I have an eating disorder and only my two friends who are boys know about it and one of them I know can not keep a secret and the other I can total trust him cause he is my boyfriend his name is Alec and the one who can't keep a secret is Max and so un well they booth saw that I was'nt eating anything at lunch and there is this other lunch lady that watches all the kids at lunch and is kinda the lunch patroll person and she saw that I was'nt eating anything so she told me to go get something or else she would call my mom and dad and tell them I was anirexic so then I got a pizza but let max and alec eat it so I just pretended I was eating it when ever the lunch lady saw that I was'nt eating so knowing max he said he would tell her that I never ate the pizza and then he asked me to buy him a cookie and I said no then he said do it or else I will tell the lunch lady. So I did and now on he is making me buy him stuff and do stuff I don't want to do and so if he tells the lunch lady then she will tell my mom and dad and they are going to hate me for it!!!!!! It is like max is blackmailing me what do I do now?????? HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! gonk gonk gonk crying crying crying