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This entire weekend was absolutely horrible. All I could think about was maybe it should have worked. Maybe I shouldn't have gone to the hospital. Everyother thought seems to be I belong in a loony bin. I'm sort of dreading sort of looking forward to the shrink. I can't stand being around anyone, I don't want to see anyone, talk to anyone, and especially not touch anyone. My mom wants me to tell her about it but I don't even know what it is. I can't seem to think of a single bad thing that would come from me being sent to a loony bin for a long time. I just really can't stand any of this anymore.