I'm hurting much worse now. I'm going to cry i swear it. I think i'm going to fast as well. I'm probably getting fat anways. I meani do get called fat sometimes by people i don't know. Maybe fasting will help lower that. I think i will start fasting right now. No more food for me. No more things to fill me. i want to feel empty b/c the rest of my life is. or so it feels like it. I feel used all teh time now. I don't feel truely loved by almost anyone. I feel the only true person who loves me is my sister Nikki. I LOVE YOU LIKE A SIS NIKKI!!
 heavens_akki · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments |
