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A Beautiful Bloodstained World
The personal entries of my peace of mind, or corruption of the soul. Either way you'd either think, or not care at all. But please do comment, i would like to know what your own thoughts on my entry is >.<
Catching Fallen Angels
There were those children's storys that followed this format, not to mention a lot of cliche TV shows do too. A girl likes a guy, but is too shy to say anything thinking he's a god but she's ugly, and some other girl who likes him will get him, because she just has that "it" quality. However in the end, the guy ends up liking the girl and forgets about the "it" girl and everyone lives all happy and blah blah blah. Doesn't it suck that the real world isn't like that? I mean come on, all the whores and skanks who love flashing their bodies, and have boobs and butts jutting out get the hot guys, because guys are shallow and girls are becoming prostitutes. I'd have to say, this type of thing never really affected me before, i never cared about a real relationship. But just recently, there are three guys at my school that i am crushing over. I don't know if their crushes or not, but any guy who can be nice, and funny and just overall sweet starts a liking up in my heart, i'm weird like that. Except, all three of these guys are Juniors and i'm a stupid little freshmen, so i guess the closest i'll get is bein friends. Except for one who i know i can hit it off with, but he rides my bus, sits in acompletely different seat from mine, and gets off at a different stop, and school! There's no way for me to speak to him! And just today... my friend had a convo with him, which sucks because i'm dying to talk with him, but she can easily hit off a conversation like it's no big deal!... I guess i'm just being a whiny little brat over this now because in a way i wish this was a cliche TV show, where the "ugly shy girl" complains over not getting the guy but then she gets him.

Iris Castro


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  • User Comments: [3]
    I know how you feel dude...
    But I knew the kid since Kindergarden
    and he flat out tells someone that he doesn't like me because I'm ugly.
    You get up the courage to talk to this dude, you may have a chance if he's really nice, and sweet.
    Best of Luck heart

    comment Hiroara · Community Member · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 12:28am
    I wish you the best of luck as well, (I'll help you hope that you'll get your wish) whee

    comment RuMew · Community Member · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 10:24pm
    I know how yah feel but at the same time with the crushes I have, I never was too concerned with the fantasies, I knew that putitng your whole being into it isn't worth it, but yeah sometimes those fairytales should just come true xd

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 10:29pm
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