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Its quiet

Quiet usually means lonliness. i get that alot.

lonliness means no love, no hate towards anything. some that should not happen.

with what ever or who ever there should always be love and hate. no matter wut you do there are hand and hand.

comes love and hate. then comes death. either you can love someone or something soo much to kill yourself over it. or you can hate something so bad to kill your self. no matter wut there is a small pit of fear about that somewhere in you. not me i am not afraid of death. or am i..? its a good question. to test your limits. but wut if the limits are to high to test. wut if you go too far? thats anothere good question to ask yourself.

wen i was younger i though death was the easy escape. but now that i have grown up and matured more i see death not only still as an adventure but some thing to fear as well. i no im not making cents right now but you have to have my mind to understand.

anyways. i guess death now just the stupid way of escaping. wen i was younger i thought other wise. but then i was selfish. over the summer my dad told me that "more ppl love me more than i think" now i reallize that.

wow i wrote too much.
well more to come!

heart Trinity