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I'm in Maryland for a week. I don't mind though because we're visiting family and I love them all to death. It's just that it gets really really boring. I could play Xbox all day... but Sidney comes and he wants to play too... so I play with him, however, I feel like playing the world tour not really multiplayer. I'm so tired. I don't know why, but after awhile I get like this. With droopy eyes and everything. I can't see out of one eye because it got worse considering I got hit with the volleyball last year or was it the beginnging of this year. Whatever. I'm not complaining... I'm just sad that everyone here is either working or at school... minus Bailey and my grandma. Kou Phean even has work, but from home.

I fell asleep during the Spongebob Squarepants movie. I wanted to watch it, but like I said, my eyes are all droopy and I can't see anything. I can barely see what I'm wrinting on the screen. I just... well, I don't want to go home. I love it here with my famiily, I just don't want to be doing anthing useless.... scratch that. Everything I do is useless. Like right now.... writing in this jounal... there's really nothing I can do with this. I'm afraid that I am wasting my life with such useless stuff.... and this is true too. My life is just full of uselessness and I don't know. I just don't do anything of any value in the world.

I can't do anything special for Takuya when he turns twenty. There's going to be a thing that Takuya's community on livejournal are going to do for them, and I can't join them. Darn. But he's so cute.

Sidney turned on this alarm thing... it's high pitched but pretty quiet... my ear! Yeek. He turned it off, but I still hear it. He just turned it on again. *sigh*

Burnout 3. One of the coolest games on the universe. I love it, I love it. I tried it on the steering wheel controller thing too. It was pretty fun. I got third place on my first try. I can only get better. Okay. I shouldn't say that. I never get better at anything. I'm not good at anything. Wow. This paragraph is turning into a "I can't do anything for anything" paragraph. Shoot. I'll try to stop.

I really feel like drawing Akutagawa. He's so cute. Pech just drew a picture of him with Atobe. I love her drawings. I just wish I could draw as well as her. My recent picture didn't come out too badly. It's Akutagawa and Bunta. (you can see it here) I've only been drawing them recently. I wanted to draw Shishido for his birthday a couple of days ago, but I didn't. I should draw Saeki. Is his brithday today... or was it yesterday? The first month of October has sooooo many birthdays for Prince of Tennis the anime/manga and myus! Off the top of my head: Saeki Koujirou, Aiba Hiroki, Suzuki Hiroki, Moriyama Eiji, Atobe Keigo, Tezuka Kunimitsu, Kato Kazuki... and I think a couple more people, I just don't remeber. I"m losing brain cells.

Sidney cliked the standby button... that one on the keyboard with the cresent on it. I probably spelt that wrong... And it's probably not hte standby button. Standby reminds me of Kamishiro... which reminds me of Kamen Rider Kabuto. I want to go watch it now. *grins* It's okay though. I'm too lazy to get up and blah.

I want to eat twa. My grandma put it in the oven and it's cooking right now. I can't wait. One of the reasons I love coming here is because of twa. Oh... it's so cold here! I didn't think it would be considering the nice weather in Florida. Whatever. I'll freeze.

Another thing. On the plane, as we were lifting off from the ground from Florida... I was looking down and saw all the green and blue. Green trees and grass with blue lakes. It was so beautiful. Florida is beautiful. It was so square...like the subdivisions and junk like that... they were organized! And then landing in Maryland... I saw oranges, brown, greens, blues.... and un-square places. I thought it was ugly. It was probably going through a lot of construction and there's a lot of farm land here so you could see golden fields of corn stalks. Yah... It was ugly. Well... I thought it was ugly. Not as pretty as Florida.