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yeah, he doesn't play gaia. I barely ever tell him anything about gaia. he doesn't know the premise and he doesn't know i come on a lot. I pretty much share everything else with him though. He is my first real boyfriend, the first guy i've actually loved. yeah, honestly I kinda wanna tell everyone, I know most don't give a flying ********, I know if it was someone else i probably wouldn't lol. He is just so great though. He is from peru, and can speak like 4 languages. I need to learn spanish, i seriously know none and feel bad that he always has to speak english to me, he says he doesn't mind but w/e. plus he is smokin hot, oh my god I just wanna... ahem. he makes me want to be less messy and clean my room, he is making me want to lose weight cause I want to look supah hot and smexy for him. also because he kinda told me honestly when i asked him what my weight is like by peruvian standards and he said in peru i'd kinda be considered fat. it made me realize that i let myself be taken in by americas low standards of weight. people would call me normal weight if I asked them in america, but in many other countries i'd be a fatty. yeah, people should be harder on themselves instead of accepting the way they look kinda attitude, i think it's just lazy. okokok, im ranting here. to sum it up love is awsome, im not -in- love with him, but I miss him all the time and love to cook for him and do nice stuff for him.
oh, and im kinda questing for a panda hat now, those are awsome. I might be able to get one on my own, been considering asking for donation though ninja should I?... dunnoooooo.... emo
 Irie · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 09:04pm · 0 Comments |
