I always feel like I have so many things going on at once, and when I concentrate too hard on one thing I lose my grip on the others. I've been working full time for almost a year now, and I still haven't figured out how to manage my time well. I had so many goals at the start of the year, mainly artistic and design related - what happened to them? I'm not sure what I've been doing with my time, it goes by so fast...
Lately I've been concentrating on my portfolio and playing around a bit with (yet another) profile design. I've been severely neglecting my mod work because after doing these things and work I feel like I need a break. I try, I open up reports... then think that I really can't handle other people's problems on top of my own right now, and close them. I need to organise my time better, give some more attention to modding if I can and be realistic if I can't. I love being able to help people and give back to the site like this, but in the end I'm just not willing to put it above work, relationships, goals and sleep in real life. I know the amount that I do is small compared to other mods, and the stresses and demands on my time in my life are probably small compared to many of them as well... but I still like to think that the small amount that I do makes a difference, that if I make a difference to just a handful of people each day that that is better than nothing. That its enough to justify my position. Maybe it isn't. I guess that isn't for me to decide. I want to keep trying though...
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Sorry to here yor so swamped. I am surprised I have so much free time, high school isn't as hard as I thought.
Oh and nice profile!