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Well today sucks because i said something i should have never said... i really hope she wont hate me forever and i can understand if she does... well last night because of said conversation i compleatly cried my eyes out... then did something i probably shouldnt have bet i dont care because its the only way i can find to cope... thats also why i have to wear wrist bands again. well i am still extremely sad and depressed but i have cried myself out of tears so i cant cry any more... i feel sick and think i will go throw up now... if the person this is about is reading this then i am extremely sorry for saying those things... i hope you can eventually forgive me.