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September 26, 2006
Eric wrote back to me last night and I wrote back to him, and then we ended up IMing each other and telling each other what we've been up to for the past nine years, who we've dated, what schools we've gone to, and a lot of other stuff, we talked for hours, I don't know how long but I just know it was several hours, and I stayed up way too late talking to him, but it didn't matter, because I haven't talked to him in nine years, so I could care less about being tired today. XD It was a very interesting conversation. And he was talking about coincidences, and how this girl he'd gone out with had played flute and her mother was a music teacher, and how it was kind of weird because I had also played flute, at least in middle school, and my mom was a music teacher too, and when he told me her name I realized who it was, her mother was someone my mother knew. Not only that, but her sister is in one of my college classes. My mom had told me about this girl, since she was her friend's daughter, and that she was going to be in my class. I think she was hoping I'd make friends with her or something, but I'm too shy, I can't talk to people really. Maybe it's a good thing though. Eric told me some stuff, which I won't repeat, but now I know some weird things about her and her sister. What's funny is that this girl in my class probably doesn't know who I am. I don't think she even realizes that I'm her mom's friend's daughter, I'm just another random person in her class. I dunno if her mom mentioned me to her or not. Who knows. But she's made no indication that she knows who I am, but then I haven't really either, aside from a few days ago when we were asked who's name in the class we remembered, and I remembered her name. But yeah now after talking to Eric it's even weirder because I know stuff about her and she doesn't know me from anyone else. Which amuses me. I dunno why. From what I've seen of her though she seems pretty normal to me, but then who knows. I've known my fair share of weird people anyways, so I dunno that I should try to get to know her after all. I'm too shy to go talk to someone to begin with so whatever. It's still so weird though, talking to him after all this time. I still remember him as this little boy at middle school. It makes me sad too, I forgot what it's like to have a guy actually stand up for me. I think I didn't realize how much he did that for me, but he told me how he remembered getting into fights with people and everything just because they said something about me. Kaz lets people say whatever they want about me and doesn't say a word, in fact, if I say anything to the people who say things to me, he yells at me for messing with them. He's never on my side with anything. I guess I've just kind of been thinking about things like that all day. I mean, Kaz has been nice today at least. And I love him. Which is what makes everything so complicated. People on the outside can say he's not nice and stuff, but when you care about someone even when they do things like that, it's hard to listen to them. And I feel it's my fault, I've messed up too many times. I mess up with everyone, so I figure it doesn't matter. But anyway, business class was in the career center today. So that's the second time I've had to go there for class. The study skills class went not that long ago. They did the same presentation thing that they did for that class too which I'd already seen. At least we didn't have to stay as long, but we had a worse assignment. The study skills class had an in class assignment where you looked in the books and chose a career you were interested in and answered some questions on some lines provided on a worksheet. This class, we have to type a report or somthing, but it isn't due until November at least. We were supposed to look up stuff on the computer or whatever if we had a job in mind. But I still don't. And for this class it's supposed to correspond with your personality from the test thing, the thing where the personalities totally don't sound like me, that made Kaz actually get angry because they were so wrong. But we got to leave early so I went and played around on my computer until music class. In music we had to do that skit thing, luckily one of the people in the group had printed out the skit I'd sent her from when I typed it in the last class, and she had actually added to it, so that was good. And everyone showed up today except one person, but it was good, because we had the right amount of parts that way. We had to do the skit about Bach as that was the composer we had chosen and called it Bach To The Future. Silly, I know, but I didn't come up with that one. Well I got through it with minimal embarassment and it turned out to be funny at least, I was one of three news interviewers asking Bach questions, who had timed warped to the future. One of the girls in the group knew how to play piano really well so she played music while the guy who had the part as Bach pretended to play it, which everyone thought was funny. Some of the other groups had people pretending to play violens, it was pretty amusing. Still I wish we didn't have to do things up in front of the class and risk public humiliation. We got out of that class somewhat early and then I went to my next class and we just did this easy assignment where we had to choose out of all these stupid students who kept missing a class in this scenario thing, which one was most likely to make it. Only one other person thought the person I picked would be most likely to make it. Honestly they all sounded like drop out material but that was the point. After that I went to meet Rachel, we played Mystery Dungeon, she was going to try to rescue my team but couldn't so I just messed around online and later had someone from Gaia rescue me. I died again later tonight, of course. The game is getting a bit tedious, too much dieing and waiting to be rescued. Maybe I should forget the rescue crap and just lose my items. I dunno. I'm gonna need something to do tomorrow that's for sure, I can't be waiting around for a rescue. x.x Rachel went to class, and her class was so long. I had to wait the whole time with hardly anything to do... I had my computer but Kaz went to class too and hardly anything was going on on Gaia or anything. She finally got out and we left. I saw Aystyn as we were leaving and talked to him for a minute. My shoes got soaked in the parking lot, it always rains when I wear those sandels which get squishy when they get wet and are so annoying. Rachel took me home and I got home just as my mom and grandparents were leaving to go to some thing for Bill Nelson. Kaz ended up going to play video games with a friend. Typical. I was so bored, but I played Mystery Dungeon until I died. When my mom got home she told me grandma's skirt fell down while she was there. Just fell down and landed at her feet! Of course I miss something hilarious, if I'd been there I would have been LMAO. rofl Apparently the people there were all too polite to laugh. I don't know how people couldn't though, it's not everyday someone's skirt falls off them. I feel bad for her though she must have been so embarrassed! Kaz took forever getting back. He's always having some stupid problem with busses when he goes to get dinner. He's back now though finally.
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