Just so you know. Each one has a special meaning to me. They aren't just useless face decorations. This is provoked my a recent very rude PM i got, and i noticed that close minded people just don't understand many of the things i do. A few of my piercings are rights of passage. My navel was my first, i didn't even feel it. I was so nervous, but it ended up being fine. Next was my snakebites. Those were the first ones i did myself. They are now gone, both for my mom. One because she cried, and the other for x-mas. I still have the scar from one. Next was my Labret. One i wanted since i was very young and finally decided to do. I did that one myself as well and even professional piercers can't tell that i did it myself. I have always loved the look of it. It seems one of the most elegant piercings. Then my nose. It was a symbol that my mom was finally accepting what i am and supporting me. She took me to mango beach tattoo and piercing (stratigic advertising) to get it done. They drew little purple dots all over my nose until i finally figured out where i wanted it. Finally, my nipples. Honestly, they really have no point or purpose other than to please my boyfriend. I hate them... i really do. I hate them almost as much as his tounge ring. I guess they were a right of passage as well. Showing i was finally confortable with my body and 18.
so, now you all know.
oh, and if she was talking about my makeup when she said i had s**t on my face, I have some mad makeup skillz, get the hell over it you jealous little brat. O.o
-----------------------
On a totally different side note, I am really getting upset. If my boyfriend is cheating on me, i think i met the girl today. He acted really weird around her and she was all over him. I wouldn't put it past him. I mean, he hasn't been hanging out with me at all recently. He is either at his new friends house or "tired". I guess it is payback for me always being sick. Like that is so my fault. Anywho, I am sick of everyone else getting commitment and me just getting a laugh when i talk about anything serious. It really pisses me off. I mean, i have about 3 people that would marry me right now if i asked them, but the one i want couldn't care less. I went by Kay's today and showed him one of the rings i want. I had tried it on a few months back when for some reason i was getting the feeling he was ready for something, of course he wasn't. Anyway, the ring was a perfect fit and looked beautiful on my hand. I know i have a ring... but it isn't even a promise ring. It is a hate ring. I think i am going to stop wearing it. He gave it to me when he was mad, when i was mad, and said "this doesn't mean we are going to get married, i can't say that" I want a speach. a whole "Like this ring, my love for you has no end. You are more precious to me than the most precious stone, and like this stone, my love will last forever, never breaking, never crumbling." Or something like that. I am no poet. so what? I am just so depressed. This hurts me soooooo much and he just wont see it, and wont care. He has no feelings. He is all upset about steve irwin dying, but when i asked him what he would do if i died, he laughed. I should have just killed myself right then, infront of him. I am thinking "yeah, that would teach him a lesson" but that would just give him what he wants. I am just a burdon to him. I am nothing but a pain in his a** i guess. O.o
oh how i want to put a real pain in his a**... >< *twitch*
~Dryden.
so, now you all know.
oh, and if she was talking about my makeup when she said i had s**t on my face, I have some mad makeup skillz, get the hell over it you jealous little brat. O.o
-----------------------
On a totally different side note, I am really getting upset. If my boyfriend is cheating on me, i think i met the girl today. He acted really weird around her and she was all over him. I wouldn't put it past him. I mean, he hasn't been hanging out with me at all recently. He is either at his new friends house or "tired". I guess it is payback for me always being sick. Like that is so my fault. Anywho, I am sick of everyone else getting commitment and me just getting a laugh when i talk about anything serious. It really pisses me off. I mean, i have about 3 people that would marry me right now if i asked them, but the one i want couldn't care less. I went by Kay's today and showed him one of the rings i want. I had tried it on a few months back when for some reason i was getting the feeling he was ready for something, of course he wasn't. Anyway, the ring was a perfect fit and looked beautiful on my hand. I know i have a ring... but it isn't even a promise ring. It is a hate ring. I think i am going to stop wearing it. He gave it to me when he was mad, when i was mad, and said "this doesn't mean we are going to get married, i can't say that" I want a speach. a whole "Like this ring, my love for you has no end. You are more precious to me than the most precious stone, and like this stone, my love will last forever, never breaking, never crumbling." Or something like that. I am no poet. so what? I am just so depressed. This hurts me soooooo much and he just wont see it, and wont care. He has no feelings. He is all upset about steve irwin dying, but when i asked him what he would do if i died, he laughed. I should have just killed myself right then, infront of him. I am thinking "yeah, that would teach him a lesson" but that would just give him what he wants. I am just a burdon to him. I am nothing but a pain in his a** i guess. O.o
oh how i want to put a real pain in his a**... >< *twitch*
~Dryden.
Community Member
...and sorry about le boyfriend drama. Hope all goes well... I'll be sending positive energy your way, love. *huggggs*