Hey Again Gaians! smile
Haven't done much since my last journal entry.
Had a sleepover with one of my cutest friends ever,
Anna (Miragu),
she spent the night here from friday to saturday
and I've spent tonight at her place...
Comfy biggrin
She dyed her hair blonde and was going
to colour it pink today.
I wanna colour my hair too
Thinking about blue or maybe purple?
Been thinking about next weekend
when I'm supposed to take the
bus to Karoline and Mickael...
Have been trying to get him to invite
his older brother, might be cute...
I wanna have a boyfriend. Feel so alone right now.
I dunno, maybe it's because my mom keeps bringing
up my ex and his new girlfriend.
Or maybe it's because I don't wanna be alone.
Pretty selfish huh?
But if I'm going to be completely honest,
I miss having someone to talk to like that,
to laugh about silly things with and to
'Kiss it and make it better', you know?
Someone to tell all my secrets and stuff
and who won't judge me.
Someone to love... heart
I dunno how else to put it.
I wish I could just be like everyone else
and just think "oh, screw it". I just can't.
Eh, I'll stop babbling about meaningless things now.
Hope you all had a good weekend.
Hugs.
PS: as alway, below is lyrics I recognize myself in;
Haven't done much since my last journal entry.
Had a sleepover with one of my cutest friends ever,
Anna (Miragu),
she spent the night here from friday to saturday
and I've spent tonight at her place...
Comfy biggrin
She dyed her hair blonde and was going
to colour it pink today.
I wanna colour my hair too
Thinking about blue or maybe purple?
Been thinking about next weekend
when I'm supposed to take the
bus to Karoline and Mickael...
Have been trying to get him to invite
his older brother, might be cute...
I wanna have a boyfriend. Feel so alone right now.
I dunno, maybe it's because my mom keeps bringing
up my ex and his new girlfriend.
Or maybe it's because I don't wanna be alone.
Pretty selfish huh?
But if I'm going to be completely honest,
I miss having someone to talk to like that,
to laugh about silly things with and to
'Kiss it and make it better', you know?
Someone to tell all my secrets and stuff
and who won't judge me.
Someone to love... heart
I dunno how else to put it.
I wish I could just be like everyone else
and just think "oh, screw it". I just can't.
Eh, I'll stop babbling about meaningless things now.
Hope you all had a good weekend.
Hugs.
PS: as alway, below is lyrics I recognize myself in;
Quote:
Billy-Joel Armstrong - And so it Goes
In every heart there is a room,
a sanctuary safe and strong,
to heal the wounds
from lovers past,
until a new one comes along.
I spoke to you in cautious tones
you answered me with no pretense,
and still I feel
I said too much
my silence is my self defense.
and every time I've held a rose,
it seems I only felt the thorns,
and so it goes, and so it goes
and so will you soon I suppose
but if my silence made you leave
then that would be my worst mistake,
so I will share this room with you
and you can have this heart to break.
and this is why my eyes are closed
it's just as well for what I've seen,
and so it goes and so it goes,
and you're the only one who knows
so I will choose to be with you,
that's if the choice were mine to make
but you can make decisions too
and you can have this heart to break
and so it goes and so it goes,
and your the only one who knows.
In every heart there is a room,
a sanctuary safe and strong,
to heal the wounds
from lovers past,
until a new one comes along.
I spoke to you in cautious tones
you answered me with no pretense,
and still I feel
I said too much
my silence is my self defense.
and every time I've held a rose,
it seems I only felt the thorns,
and so it goes, and so it goes
and so will you soon I suppose
but if my silence made you leave
then that would be my worst mistake,
so I will share this room with you
and you can have this heart to break.
and this is why my eyes are closed
it's just as well for what I've seen,
and so it goes and so it goes,
and you're the only one who knows
so I will choose to be with you,
that's if the choice were mine to make
but you can make decisions too
and you can have this heart to break
and so it goes and so it goes,
and your the only one who knows.
by Gabriella-chan 