<center>I got lazy. So, I won't do this.
Okay, sorry for teh "grossness" of this journal. But my journal is like a diary for meh, and I write everything in it. ><
Okay, so heres the deal. I am so frustrated with my body!!! scream
stressed I hate being a girl! stressed
My monthly "visit" had come and it was over in the usual week...but then like 3 days later, it started again. -_- As you can tell, I was NOT happy. I didn't like how my hormones were making me so snappy and tempermental. Its just not me. Okays...so once that was over, thank gawd!, God gave the gift of not having it for the holidays. ^.^ Well, part of them. Okay, and now just today...right when I got home from school, I started AGAIN! GAWD! This is THIRD time this month! You are only supposed to have it once a month! O.o;;T.T I hate cramps, man. They hurt so bad. I blame men. o-o With their stupid need to reproduce. Have your own god damn babies thank you! scream xp As you see, I'm being snappy again. >< Please, do not blame me. Its the hormones. I told my mom and she set up an appointment at the doctors. I'm most probably going to have to go on birth control. Its like: GawdFrockingDamnit! I'm only 14! I hate talking to people face to face about this. >> It took me alot of nerve just to tell my own mom! And don't get me started about annoucing it to the world in my journal. I just don't care anymore. I feel so weak. And tired. And hungry. But I just didn't eat, yet. oO I told my mom that if he had to "look" at me. That I would just say, "No, way. I'll take all the god damn periods just do NOT look at me." But..I had to subsitute the damn with dang because my mom if afraid that she'll lose her baby by starting to let me curse. I don't even think damn is a real curse word. gonk I'm getting off subject here. But, she told me that they would not look at me. Thank gawd. I would have slapped them and told them first to let everybody look at them. stare I hate it soooo much! Its driving me crazy! My sister had to go on birth control a year ago because she wasn't getting any periods and now I'm getting to many! Gawd, I wish I was her. I wouldn't have complained. :B Leave it to my sister to make a good thing worse. Hehe.
School bores me.
Golly gee wizzers!
I got soooo happy a few days ago. My computer proved to me that there is a god. It accutally let me go on my photobucket and didn't shut me off the computer! I'm so happy! I went on an adding frenzy. @.@
Also, I'm super glad that the friendslist and thread quoting glitches are working again. whee
cool If you guys want, I'll show you the new banner that I'm making for Westbrook and a few pictures I got while I was on my frenzy. They are so uber cool. cool
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omg I know what you mean. I hate it. When I need... erm... certain items I go to my mom and say "Mom, I need new things." And she says "Well, what things do you need." And I say. "Just THINGS." And it takes her like five minutes to udnerstand.